Hurting, once again. Fuck you.
Hai people, back posting.
Ytd was a bad bad day fr me okeh, just dont know why.
People just like to backstab, i dont know fr whatthfuck.
Nothing much to post about today.
Altho its a good friday ah, my day is bad tothmax today.
I dont know what to say anymore.
Some people took my phone and itouch this morning,
because i refused to wake up.
Think i cant find it sibo? I found it, stupid. '-'
I shall take good care of my phone and itouch from this moment onwards,
in case it get taken away from me again.
By2 got new album alrd, and th songs there are great.
Changed some of my blogsongs, added two of By2's new songs.
They're great, im in love with them.
I appreciated th ones who tried to cheer me up ytd night,
when i was like crying fr dont know why.
I find myself getting weaker and weaker naoadays,
sometimes, crying fr some stupid reasons i would say.
Im trying to be strong, trying not to cry infront of people.
But th tears just refused to listen to me sometimes, i dont know why.
Giving people advices, and comforting people seemed an easy task.
But, completing th task seemed difficult.
Some people say, life will get better each time you fall and get up,
is that th case fr me? I dont think so.
Wanting to think th positive ways sometimes, but it seems so hard fr me to.
No one will really understand how im feeling nao, really.
Everything seems to be against me this year, somehow.
Im glad to have friends who care fr me around me.
Tyvm, i appreciate all th cheering up smses, comforting and advices. <:
My heart is feeling so weird right nao, i dont know why.
Dont ask me why.
Im going crazy soon, im going to breakdown soon.
I just hope and wish so much, some people will stop torturing me, mentally.
I just feel like giving up everything, everything at this point of life nao.
Is that a better way? I dont know, i dont know.
Okeh, i shall stop grumbling and crapping here.
Baibai people.
Tags will and shall be reply at th next post,