Like a stranger nao, complete stranger.
Hai people. Just back from bp, cab home.
Cause of th fucking heavy rain oh.
But, i simply love th rain fr some reasons.
Okeh, enough crapping.
Uploaded those photos, since i found them in my folders. <:
My grandma looks so fucking cute, i love her tothmax ^-^v
Im so lame, okeh back to th topic.
School was fine today, not much thing happened.
Chionged finish one of my chinese writing in chinese class,
cleared one homework. Lol!
After school, brenda went home straight.
Bused to bp with elsapeh and lydia.
Lydia went home, and i went to kfc with elsapeh to meet my brother.
Elsapeh is so despo fr kfc today, i dont know why!
Eateateat, slackslackslack.
Just drank a bottle of vodka, ohmygod.
Taste like somekind of cough medicine lo, x.x
But its quite nice afterall <: ! Shall buy it again next time ~
My iceblast, left one stick. Maybe i should try marlboro hot after this ~
Woah, my post so long eh. So miracle, x.x
Elsapeh is at my house nao, listening to my brother's ipod and doing her work.
So guai lo she. Lol!
Enough crapping la hor me, shall end post here.
Baibai people!
Reply tags next post okeh, im so lazy today after typing so long. Lol.
Knnbpcb, ccb la -'- ! Dont want talk to you cannot issit? Dont want pick up your call and dont want reply your fucking sms cannot issit? Im better off without a mother, i tell you. Nb, fuck you la. See lo, got one day, if i dont go home, you should know th reason why. You only know how to scold, how to blame us, how to vent your anger on us, what else you know how to do?! You tell me la, pcb -'-! Cried fucking hard ytd night, and you still at there say say say. But you make me cry also good la, at least after ytd i realised how much others care fr me, not like you okeh. I kept on wondering ytd, wondering why are you like that. Cant get to sleep ytd, kept thinking and thinking.. Thought of th past and everything, i realised how much my father dote on me and all these, he will never treat me like how you're treating me nao. Why are you treating me like this nao?! Did i do anything wrong anot, at first?! I didnt, didnt, didnt! I want to be with him, rather than be with you. Im not happy with you, maybe i should go to him, because you dont fucking care at all. Apologising and saying things after things happened, do you think that will be useful anot?! You alrd make us hate you, really, th word is hate nao. Not only me, not only me dont like you nao. Do you even reflect on what you fucking do? You dont, seriously you dont. Sometimes, saying sorry wont even fucking help at all, do you know that anot?! What's done is alrd done, cant turn back or whatever, so what's th fucking use of saying sorry after doing all those that hurt us?! '-' Knnb la. Darn fucked up, you know?! Im darn touched by my grandma ytd, >': Thanks ahma, and my sister, and brother. <: I just need them in my life, do i? I dont want someone who only knows how to make me cry, make me upset, make me angry and all these. I dont want, do you even understand what i am thinking about anot?! You, fucking dont. Maybe, i should seriously give it a thought. Maybe, i should go back to my father, he will dote on me more than you, he will never ever scold me th way you are scolding me nao, he will never vent his anger on me, he will never doubt me like what you are doing nao. You suck, you really suck tothmax nao. Sorry? No use alrd, its too late. Fuck you, fml, fyl. '-' ! You say you dont understand me nao, let me tell you, i dont understand you even more nao, you're just like a complete stranger to me, this home to me nao, is just like a place fr sleeping, a place fr resting, a place to use laptop and whatever. This home isnt like a home anymore, no more a home. I cried, did you even fucking care at all? Only keep at there scold scold scold, say say say like dont know what fuck, do you know how irritated and fucked up people can get? I've enough, really, enough alrd. You want vent, you want scold, you want do anything nao, up to you alrd. I dont want to give a darn about you alrd. I've given up, do whatever you want. No matter what i do, you just wont change. I just have to learn how to hold back my tears and, be strong in front of you. Cause, i dont want to even cry in front of you again. Fuck you, really. I dont need a mother starting from today onwards, because, there's no difference between having one and not having one. At least, it doesnt make any difference to me anymore.. You wait and see, one day, i will disappear from your life, and then from that day onwards, you can do whatever you want alrd, no one will care alrd. You are just making everyone fucking hate you with th things you're doing nao, dont you know that? We dont even feel like going out with you anymore. Fr nothing, keep scold? Why must we let you scold? We're not here fr you to vent your fucking anger on, do you know that? We also have our own temper and all that. Its not only you who has a temper, WE have it too. Pushing everyone to our limit, you see us happy, see us sad, you very happy, very satisfied issit? Or what? Wait and see, i'll go back to my father. I dont want to be with you anymore, trust me, that day will come, if you still insist on doing things your fucking way. Trust me.