我知道是个谎言，但我却选择了相信。不然你还要我怎样..?
Hai people.
Friday, like finally.
Have quite abit of homework to complete, >:
I hate them, will i be able to finish? >:
Nothing much happened, was quite slacked today.
Thinking thru alot, alot,
very very very restless..
I wonder what people are thinking naoadays..
Not able to understand people around me more and more,
I dont understand myself more and more.
I seriously wonder why, and why and just why..
Just wtf is wrong with me? >:
No one will understand perhaps,
cause i dont understand myself nao too..
Sometimes, i just feel like going to somewhere where no one knows me at all.
I just wanna go to somewhere where they are no worries or troubles at all.
I just feel like locking myself in th room, being alone.
I just need time to understand myself better.
Yes, pretending to be happy or whatever is difficult. I dont like to pretend.
Running away from reality is not a good choice, but what other choice do i have?
I dont have any other choices.
No mood fr studies, not studying when im supposed to,
disappointing people around me, making people upset,
making people worry, what else am i good at..? Nothing.
I just dont get it, in a confused state of mind.
People are changing, changing rapidly. I cant catch up with them, i need a rest.
I dont like th feeling of being breathless, i need a break, a long one.
Avoiding isnt going to be much help either..
So whatever,
Im just going to put everything down nao. Not going to care anymore, anymore..
I hate to see people changing. >:
Yes, maybe im also changing myself. I dont know what I had changed to,
I just know that th me nao, isnt th old me anymore.
Just leave me to rot.
And you, you.. If you choose not to believe in me and giving me that attitude,
I have nothing to say about you anymore.
You have your own choice, your own freedom, Im no one to control you.
Do whatever you want, I wont care and I dont wanna care anymore.
I need a brand new mind, anyone? >:
你说是你的错，但我觉得是我变了。对不起。
我再也不是以前的我，我不懂该怎么找回以前的那个我。
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Baibai.