Jeslynong's.

Gone .

2010-10-01T18:09:00.004+08:00

Anyway , people .
Relink please , tyvm ! (:

http://www.thebrokenpromis-e.blogspot.com

想哭，来试探自己麻痹了没。

2010-08-17T15:33:00.000+08:00

Haiiiii people , im posting nao okeh .
Guixiang , stop complaining that i didnt update ! <:
Okeh , currently at plaza library ,
basically doing nothing .
Maths and pure hist sucks tothmax today ,
both paper i think goodgame liao .
Nevermind , lets see if i will have th mood to pia
for th endofyear exams . HAHA .
I feel so stressed typing all these out ,
because elsapeh is basically staring at th computer screen
as i post . LOLOL .
I have nothing more to post ,
so baibai .

想笑，来伪装掉下的眼泪．

2010-08-14T14:49:00.001+08:00

Hai people ! :D
Ohmygod , im posting like finally eh .
LOL , sorry for not updating for so long .
Wanted to go mia as i cant stand blogger lagging on me , always . -_-
But , im kinda bored recently so decided to revive my blog eh .
Saturday today , woke up in th afternoon .
Well , im super tired ystd , for dont know what reason . x.x
Going out to central > suntec later on ,
and its raining quite heavily nao huh .
Hope th rain will stop , ._.
I dont wna bring an umbrella out with me , heh .
Common test is going on , until next tuesday .
Chemistry and poa on friday was totally screwed up ,
single digit for both papers .
How about that ? (:
Im so gna save more money from nao on ,
life without money sucks tothmax . ):
Hm , considered long post liao horh ?
My brother wna use th connection stick alrd ,
so i should keep my post short . :P
Shall post again when im kinda free okeh ?

Baibai then . (:

很想说。

2010-07-10T18:55:00.000+08:00

难道笑容没了，距离有了，快乐也走了。

Hai people !
Went to Central today with one crazy woman ,
who calls herself a crazy woman .
Muahaha . ^-^v
Bought stickies , HOHOHO . :D
I love th packaging they have nao , heh !
Went straight to Bugis after buying our sticky ,
and catch Despicable Me !
Th show was great . HAHAHA .
Agnes is so damn cute , ohmygod .
I mean Agnes in th show , not AgnesLee .
HAHAHAHA .
Bugis street after th movie , and then bused back panjang .
Waited 920 with th crazy woman ,
and came back home after th bus arrived . Hee . <:
Had a great day today ,
especially spamming someone's inbox with meaningful lyrics !
Muahahaha . ^^
Going to off laptop soon , D:
So shouldnt post too long eh . Heh !
Shall update again when im freeeeeee .

Baibai people ! ^^

原来一切没想象中完美。

2010-07-06T18:36:00.001+08:00

努力学习宽恕，原谅那错误。

Hai people ! ^-^

Im posting , like finally horh .

I know , my blog is kinda dead eh .

That's because im really please !

Muahaha . :D

Hm , school is fine today !

I enjoyed school today ,

cause Guixiang is so funny and kept me entertained ! Hee !

Went plaza with elsapeh , brendatan and eushuqi after school .

Brendatan bought subway and left with eushuqi first .

Went to had mac with elsapeh . <:

180 after finishing lunch ,

went back to mac after that . Hee .
Slacked for awhile , and i felt like sleeping so suddenly . -_-
So tired these few days eh , dont know why !
Went library for a short while , cause elsapeh wanted to read something !
Muahaha , shouldnt say what is it . LOLOL .
Went daiso after that , then sweet talk .
180 again , finished my honey redtea and then went back .
Elsapeh is sucha joke , i dont know how to describe her !
HAHAHAHAHA .
25 enter , 26 enter , 24 enter ! Idiot only ley !
And elsapeh , i didnt bully you horh .
Stop saying i bully you . D:
Okeh , no homework for today . ^-^v
Going to try my bankai after i finish this post eh .
Hope they have fixed th fucking server . -_-
Will update and post again when im free , hoho .
Ohyarh , and thanks Stead for your kitkat ! <3

Baibai ! :D

Why are things turning this way .

2010-07-02T22:17:00.000+08:00

A smiling face , doesnt always means a smiling heart .

Hai people , im updating my dead blog once again . <:
Sorry for not updating for th past few days ,
cause im so busy oh . HOHO . x:
Its friday today , but it doesnt seem like a friday to me eh .
Seemed like wednesday . -_-
Hm , time really flies veh fast .
Im adapting to school life once again .
Today , was late for school for th veh first time . LOLOL .
From sec 1 till nao , never even late before .
HAHA , guai derh okeh . Hee .
Elsapeh , next time dont oversleep again !
Next time need morning call , tell me . Hah . ^-^v
Went peninsula with elsapeh and brendatan after chinese class ,
it was raining so heavily when we got there .
I feel so stupid for th first time in my life , -lazytoelaborate- .
Ran across th road in th heavy rain ,
quite fun but dangerous horh . Hah .
Bought my bag , and we went to funan to eat and slack awhile .
Brenda's father drived us home ,
and we all fell asleep in th car .
Bobian , th weather too nice alrd . HAHA .
Finally , can sleep in late tmrw . :D
I think i need more sleep .
I think im rotting at home tmrw for my bankai .
I think i dont have any weekend homework this week , do i ? :O
I think , im abit crazy nao . LOLOL .
Hm , i wanna get a new phone soon .
Recommendations , anyone ?
How about NokiaE72 huh ? :O
Okeh , people . Be happy that i posted sucha long post today okeh .
Im using my uncle's computer anyway ,
cause my itouch is lagging like fuck and i dont know why . -_-
My uncles just jailbreak his iphone ,
and he can download tons of apps for free nao .
Like shiok only . But i dont want to jailbreak , heh . <:
Okeh , i think my post will turn into a fulltime compo if i continue typing .
LOLOL . Ending my post here then ,

Baibai people . ^^

I dont know what's happening ,
I dont know what am i thinking exactly . -_-
Seriously , fuckmylife tothmax . -'-

Th fear in me ,

2010-06-29T21:58:00.001+08:00

如果时间还能倒回去从前，我一定不会做出那个当初的那个选择。

> Love th smoke eh , heh !

Haihaihai people !
Im like updating blog nao ,
although im busy . HOHO . :D
Hm , school's been rather fine eh .
Nothing much happened , nothing special happened .
Im love my current seating arrangement nao , (L) !
HAHAHA .
Brenda is so crazy over 毛毛虫 these few days ,
dont know what happened to her !
LOLOL !
And im crazily flooding stead with smileys messages ,
HOHOHOHO .
I enjoy doing that alot ! ^-^
Yellow lil blind man with sunglasses on , -
do your know which emoticon im talking about ?!
So obvious right , LOLOL !
Okeh , im abit crazy nao huh .
Maybe i should get back to facebook and continue being active ah !
Active doesnt means im stalking okeh .
LOWGUIXIANG , stop saying that i stalk cause i DONT .
What a HIGH post , and im loving it ,!
I shouldnt waste my precious time posting anymore ,
im feeling so lazy to reply messages nao .
Ohmygod ! But i'll still reply , heeee ! :D
Will post again when i got th mood and got th time ,
dont miss me too much people !

Baibai ,! :D

Complicated .

2010-06-27T19:09:00.000+08:00

我知道我们都没有错，只是忘了怎么退后。

> Bankai , fun ! (Y)

Hai people . <:

Im posting ! HAHA .

School's going to reopen tmrw and ,

i dont look frward to it at all . >:

I dont want school to reopen ley , hm .

Went plaza today with elsapeh ,

thanks fr teaching me th circles circles thingy eh ! (L)

Hm , im playing bankai recently .

Maybe cause im too bored at home or what .

HAHA , have to wake early tmrw again .

I hope i get used to school life soon eh . -_-

Okeh , i shall post again tmrw or when im free or what larh .

Short post , going bankai fr a short while nao . <:

Baibai people !

Today was a fairytale .

2010-06-24T11:28:00.000+08:00

我落泪，情绪零碎。

> My brother is cute alright , ^^

Hai people , im back posting !
LOLOL .
Basically , i've changed th blog template .
Im so in love with this new template . ♥
Okeh , school holidays gonna end soon .
In 3 more days . >:
Time is still passing so fast ,
it just doesnt listen to my instructions to pass slower .
Hm , have i not done any homework ?
I cant remember what homework i've got .
LOLOL , so im veh free fr these 3 days . <:
I think i have to get used to th life of waking up at 6am soon ,
because i've been waking up at 10am plus lately .
Or should i say fr th whole holidays . -_-
Im in love with sleeping and in love with my bed recently ,
dont ask me why cause i dont know why too .
Friday , maybe catching a movie with brendatan , elsapeh and stead .
Does anyone knows whether there is student price fr movie
tickets on friday ? x.x
Cause people , me and elsapeh is officially BROKE .
I think i need to save up when school reopens .
HAHAHA . x:
So dont ask me out after school , Joke !
Okeh , this post is getting long .
I need to go out fr a short while later on , ahem . ^-^
So im going to end this post here .
I will post again when im freeeeeee , <:

Baibai people !

Time , please pass slower .

2010-06-20T18:59:00.000+08:00

Can someone please tell time to pass as slow as possible .

Hai people .
Sorry fr not updating my blog fr such a long time ,
as your know ,
i lead a very busy life oh ! ^^
Anyway , here i am updating at lot one library .
Ahha , life is boring recently eh .
Everyday , slacking slacking and more slacking .
School is reopening in one week's time ,
i dont look frward to it at all . >:
I hope time will pass slower fr th last week ,
but it seems to be flying all th way eh . -_-
Im officially broke too ,
who want give me money eh ?
HAHA , just a joke .
I will try to update my blog as often as possible ,
or when im really free .
So with that ,

Baibai . <:

I was too naive then .

2010-06-12T12:45:00.000+08:00

Come and go , i get it nao .

> More pictures at facebook .

Hai people ,
im posting right nao . <:
Heh , sorry fr pangseh-ing my blog fr so long .
Im lazy and got nothing to post ,
therefore did not update anything .
Went cycling at ecp with ,
Stead , elsapeh , jingxuan , xiuyi and ngxinyi ytd .
It was fun , i enjoyed myself . <:
Elsapeh and xiuyi , hope your wounds recover soon eh .
Nothing much to update actually .
Im left with two weeks of holidays ,
time sure pass veh fast . >:
I dont want holidays to end , can ?
Hah , listening to songs nao .
Im veh bored at home , but there's no where fr me to go to .
I want to go out ah , hais .
My laptop is going to spoil soon ,
i wonder when my father is going to buy me a new one .
Hais , i have been waiting fr like dont know how long .
Okeh , my post is veh long lerh right .
Heh , <:
I promise to update again soon okeh .

Baibai people . <:

Breathlessness .

2010-06-03T10:23:00.000+08:00

Teach me what to do then ,

> Evan craze ! HAHA .

Hai people .
Okeh , im back posting okeh . <:
Please say yaye , LOL .
Basically , June holidays are here .
But im bored staying at home everyday . x:
There's nothing fr me to do at all .
I want to go out , but im broke . >:
And and , people ,
Im going to malaysia on saturday till sunday .
Dont sms me unless you want your phone bill to burst .
Heh ! ^^
My hand is kinda numb nao ,
i dont know why .
Typing a long post is such a chore ,
so i shall keep my post short enough fr your to read huh . <':
Going to collect report book tmrw , if im not wrong .
I have to go to school at 6 instead of 4 pm , z .
I wonder what th teachers will tell my mother . x.x
Okeh , i shall stop crapping alrd .
Will post again when i come back from malaysia ,
or tmrw after collecting th report book okeh .
Dont miss me people , Lmao .

Baibai !

Words without actions are non-sense, yet actions without words are confusing

2010-05-21T14:34:00.001+08:00

Its nothing special anyway , do you think so .

> Random picture , brings back so much memories . Hah !

Hai people , back home early eh .
School was oh-so-relaxed today .
Nothing much .
Laughing session fr poa lesson ,
Th teacher sibei gaoxiao today ,
keep on acting cute .
Mother tongue lesson ,
was playing cake mania on my phone all th way !
Recess , and then chemistry lesson .
Went through paper , i was like shag . >:
Then English lesson , had fire drill .
Th principal kept on talking about ,
accidents , smoking all these kind of things today .
What's wrong with him huh . x:
Fire drill , went back class fr awhile and Nora released us .
Took 920 with elsapeh and eushuqi to plaza .
Brendatan went fr her haircut at Paragon , rich . (N)
Eushuqi went to Orchard herself to collect something ._.
Me and elsapeh went Mac fr lunch oh .
Went minitoons and popular after that ,
and came home . <:
Felt very sleepy in class today and slept fr th whole recess . (Y)
Nothing much eh , today's post is considered long alrd anyway .
Not going to post from Sunday till -whenigotthmoodto- .
Do tag before you leave eh , Heh !

Baibai then . <:

Love is like a piece of art work , even th smallest bit can be so beautiful .

2010-05-20T15:31:00.001+08:00

Does miracles ever happen at all .

> Jaychou ! (L)

Hai people , just got back from school .
Not really in th mood to post eh .
School was fine today ,
slept fr more than 40 mins in class , (Y)
Longest record , Hah .
Overseas camp in three days time ,
dont feel like going eh .
Havent even start to pack th bag , >:
Im so bored nao eh . Hm .
Nothing much happened , short post oh .

Baibai . <:

Missing you .

2010-05-19T16:30:00.001+08:00

No life , get a life , have a life .

> Just a random picture eh , Hah .

Hai people , just got back from school eh .
School was fine .
Got back pure hist , physics and chinese results today .
Acceptable , expected .
Was just a lil shock fr pure hist ah . Hm .
After school , went fr th camp briefing .
No slippers allowed , no shorts allowed .
How's that .
I need track pants , and shoes . x.x
Should i bring luggage or just a bag eh .
Sian half , can dont go to th camp anot .
Lol , im crapping anyway eh .
Hah .
Th good news is that there will be wifi at th hotel , Heh ! ^^
I wont die there liao , Lol !
Went back home after th camp briefing .
Blasting music nao . (Y)
Jaychou's songs are really very nice eh . <:
Anyway , sitting beside brendatan in class is such a torture man .
She will just take my foolscap and sing sing sing whole day long .
Ohmygod ! x:
Heh ! But her singing improve liao , cause im her teacher !
Brendatan , hor ? ^^

Going to end post and watch some videos alrd ,
Baibai !

So wrong then , im sorry .

2010-05-18T18:05:00.001+08:00

I can only blame myself fr everything .

Hai people , just got back from plaza eh .
Went school today .
Got back maths , poa , chemistry , ss and geog results .
Goodgame max ,
there's hope fr retain eh . How nice . ^^
Expected , i can only blame myself .
Had english oral after school , was fine .
Topic , Family .
Went plaza to collect my jaychou's album after school ,
then went home .
Thanks brendatan fr accompanying me , <:
And dont worry ,
i wont cry so easily . Heh .
Mentally prepared alrd anyway .
I feel so damn pathetic and sorry towards alot of people nao ,
dont ask me why .
Just feel so much like giving up everything nao ,
just feel so much like stop caring fr everything nao .
But , can i ? I cant , i supposed .
Tyvm fr all your encouragements and comforts ,
I really appreciate every single one of them .
Sorry to those who i have let down ,
friends , family , those who care fr me .
Maybe , just let me be .
Stop pinning all your hopes on me , it wont work .
10 years of education up till nao , from primary school .
I wonder what's th use .
I have lost interest in studies , dont ask me why too .
There isnt a reason to it .
I shall stop venting every single thing , and every single thoughts of mine here .
As i know , there will be people who are reading this .
And to those who are reading this , whom arent supposed to be reading ,
dont ask me any questions after you have read this .
Tyvm .

Baibai .

E-learning day sucks tothmax !

2010-05-17T12:11:00.001+08:00

I know it myself , there isnt a need fr you to tell me .

> I know my ahma is cute , please ! HAHAHA .

Hai people .
Rotting at home today cause of th e-learning day ah .
Not going to do anything , Heh !
Cause , im lazy and i dont know where to do those stuffs .
Anyway , results tomorrow huh .
Im so , very dead . x:
Can i dont go to school tmrw ? Hah !
Brendatan , when you want go get your bag ?
Reply me asap eh .
Im really superb bored at home ,
tell me what to do eh . >:
I want to go out , but no place to go .
Sian half sian half .
I just downloaded th whole of JayChou's new album ! ^^
All th songs are basically quite nice eh .
Go hear , go hear . <:
Okeh , im going to eat my lunch nao .
My cute ahma bought fr me , Heh !
I love my ahma ! ^^

Baibai people !

Th only exception .

2010-05-16T10:50:00.003+08:00

Its too late fr regret , huh .

> Jay Chou's latest released song , 说了再见 . Fucking nice !

Hai people , posting early in th morning .
Slept at around 3 plus in th morning ,
and i woke up so early dont know fr what .
Hm , tired . x.x
Anyway , dont think i will be going out today .
Rotting at home perhaps , huh . >:
Jay Chou's new song , 说了再见 is very nice eh ! <3
Okeh , short post .
Going to look fr songs to download nao , Heh .

Baibai people .

Anyway , lyrics fr th song if your want . <:

天亮了　雨下了　你走了
清楚了　我愛的　遺失了
落葉飄在湖面上睡著了
想要放　放不掉　淚在飄
你看看　你看看不到
我假裝過去不重要　卻發現自己辦不到

說了再見　才發現再也見不到
我不能就這樣失去你的微笑
口紅待在桌腳　而你我找不到
若角色對調你說好不好

說了再見　才發現再也見不到
能不能就這樣忍著痛淚不掉
說好陪我到老　永恒往哪里找
再次擁抱一分一秒都好

天亮了　雨下了　你走了
清楚了　我愛的　遺失了
落葉飄在湖面上睡著了
想要放　放不掉　淚在飄
你看看　你看看不到
我假裝過去不重要　卻發現自己辦不到

說了再見　才發現再也見不到
我不能就這樣失去你的微笑
口紅待在桌腳　而你我找不到
若角色對調你說好不好

你的笑　你的好　腦海裡　一直在繞
我的手　忘不了　你手的溫度
心碎了一地　撿不回從前的心跳　傷心過去我無力逃跑

說再見　才發現再也見不到
能不能就這樣忍著痛淚不掉
說好陪我到老　永恒往哪里找
再次擁抱一分一秒都好 .

Unable to let go all along .

2010-05-15T21:48:00.000+08:00

Th heart tells it all .

> This is nice ! Heh , took it today anyway ! ^^

Hai people ! ^^
Just got back from bp ah .
Went out with Stead today ,
went yewtee area to slack at first .
Slack slack slack , Elsapeh smsed me ,
asked me if i want to accompany her to Jp .
Then we went to meet up with her and went Jp ah .
Jp , Elsapeh bought her nice cake ,
and then we bused back to bp again . <:
Elsapeh went home and me and Stead went to Bp fr dinner lo .
Popular , bought onto headphone ! ^^
Heh ! Like happy ah ~
Accompany Stead wait fr bus 920 , and i went home le .
Tired day , like so shag .
My lighter is so Noob , Stead spoilt it . >:
Anyway , Stead !
I will upload th pictures tmr instead cause I cant use laptop fr long !
Okeh , gottogo soon .
Elsapeh , dont sian sian ah .
Cheerup okeh ! Dont sad ! ^^

Baibai people !

10 degrees turn , my heart went bonkers .

2010-05-14T18:30:00.001+08:00

Whatthfuck am i thinking about .

> Super Junior , Bonamana ! <3

Hai people .
Just got back from Lot one ah .
Went there after Poa paper and chinese oral .
Poa paper sucks tothverymax today ,
im so dead .
Felt so sleepy during th paper ,
and i finally gave up . Hais .
Chinese oral after th paper ,
from 11 plus wait till near 2 .
Sian half , shag diao .
Thanks Stead and Brendatan fr waiting fr me . <:
Cab to Lot one with them after th oral .
Lunched , and slacked there .
Went home at around 5 plus .
Stead , please stop influencing me with your yawns .
Tyvm ! ^^
Brendatan , please stop irritating me with your ,
Cheese rocks , double quarter pound burger with cheese .
Heh ! ^^
Okeh , nothing much happened alrd .
Going to bath soon after i finish this post .

Bai people . <:

Bonamana ! :D

2010-05-13T14:37:00.001+08:00

Someplace where troubles will all be forgotten .

> Dug out this long time ago picture in my folder , <:

Hai people , just came back from Brendatan's house .
Today go school just fr a listening compre , -.-
School released at 930 , so shiok huh .
Brendatan and Florencechioh went home with me ,
i got changed .
Then we bused to Fajar .
Went breakfast at mac , and i just drank a cup of Coke . <:
Then took lrt to Brendatan's house .
Slacked there and charged my itouch there . Heh .
Its Poa tmr , and i feel that exams have ended alrd .
Given up on Poa alrd , so dont ask me to study fr it .
Chinese oral tmr , so stupid . -.-
Okeh , my head is hurting nao , i dont know fr what reason .
And im officially broke .

To add on ,
Super Junior's fourth album , Bonamana , is released today ! <3
Go watch th Mv , Kyunhyun is so shuai inside .
Ohmygod ~
Im so going to download that Mv .
Baibai .

Defiance .

2010-05-12T15:02:00.000+08:00

Respect is a two way traffic , get it ?

Hai , just got back from school and plaza .
Had physics and chem paper today ,
going to fail terribly .
Slept fr more than 1 hour fr both papers ,
great huh .
Heh , then waited fr Elsapeh .
Bused with her to bp .
Went home , get changed , and went to bp .
Going to download some songs nao ,

Baibai .

Th wrong decision .

2010-05-11T13:51:00.000+08:00

Its over , i told myself . But , i cant seem to get over ..

Hai people .
Maths paper was a killer today ,
dead fr sure .
Straight f9 fr both th papers .
Hm , i always flunk my maths fr midyear huh .
Boring day today .
After exams , jitao went home .
Going to have a (-) soon , cant take it .
Have been downloading songs ah ,

Bai .

你最近还好吗，是不是也在思念里成长。

2010-05-10T12:59:00.000+08:00

You won’t know how much someone cares for you until you realize they don’t care anymore.

Hai people .
Back from school , only had one paper today .
Pure hist , im so dead . Hais .. >:
Met Elsapeh at around 7 today ,
went bp mac had breakfast .
Then went school , had exams blah ..
Went bp subway with Brendatan after exams .
Then came back home early .
Hm , nothing much uh ..
Im lazy to look fr pictures alrd ,
so no pictures again .
Heh . Okeh then , shall update again .

Bai .

I suddenly thought of how you used to cheer me up in th past .
I dont know what to do nao .
Why am I feeling this way , fucking irritated .. Hais .
Forget it , nothing's going to change anymore .

Game over .

2010-05-09T13:35:00.000+08:00

Baby, are you down down down down down .

No time fr pictures , next post perhaps .

Hai people ,
rushing fr time eh .
So a short post will do .
Going out soon ah . <:

Happy TwoyearsSevenmonth to ElsaPeh uh ,
thanks fr reminding me eh .
Really frgot about it . Heh .
Stay happy and all th best fr th upcoming exams .
Dont so stress luh eh . ^^

Ohyeah , im attached to ahem on 080510 . <:
Stead ah stead ,
dont always so depressed and sad okeh .
Cheerup !
Anything can tell me . Heh . ^^

Okehokeh ,
got to go alrd .
Bai people .

Failure , no point at all ..

2010-05-07T20:54:00.000+08:00

What's th point of me staying on..

No pictures today, sorry .

Hai people , posting eh .
Geog and ss paper today was a killer ,
maybe because I didnt study or whatsoever.
Geog was okeh, but i dont think i can score well?
Ss was not okeh, SEQ whole 13 marks gone ~
Went home straight after school .
Then went (-) and went back home again .
Boring friday ah , slept th whole afternoon .
Im tired, i dont know why .
Th song tian zhen works like a lullaby to me ,
its very nice . (Y)
Brenda love singing ai shang ni , er ren tong xing and ai bu dan xing .
In case your did not know .
And im her singing teacher , Hah .
My mood is so low nao , i dont know why too .
Feel so dead, shag and maybe , sad huh ..
Dont even have any mood to do anything nao ..
Hais . Everything seems so meaningless to me ..
Shall stop crapping ,

baibai .

How i wish i can just disappear and go mia from th world .
Feel so breathless suddenly ..
Hais .

爱，只有简单笔画却比想象复杂。

2010-05-06T20:38:00.000+08:00

Nothing in your eyes, feeling so useless .

Hai people .
Posting nao, just finished studying geog and ss .
I know im guai please, hah .
In love with th song 天真 and 爱不单行 nao .
Nice please, hah .
No mood no mood,
doing last minute revision .
Ohwell, fail with flying colours this time perhaps ?
Dont feel like caring about anything anymore ,
it doesnt matter anyway .

Bai , will post again .

Useless , i know .

2010-05-05T16:24:00.000+08:00

Pictures credit to, BrendaChen . ^^

Hai people, back to posing ah.

Nothing much today,

pon ss remedial and came back home.

Not feeling really well fr th whole day, >:

School was okeh, not too bad.

Felt very very sleeping during maths lesson,

but was scared of MsGoh . Shit .

Time flies, this friday is ss and geog paper alrd.

Cant believe it, i think im really dead this time .

Hais , nevermind .

Not in th mood to post eh , sorry fr th short post .

Baibai .

Fucking blame myself only, okeh .

Jay Chou & Raymond Lam \m/ !

2010-05-02T16:41:00.002+08:00

Chain of thoughts, messed up .

Haihaihai people ! <:

Back posting, dont say i never post okeh .
Just came back from th dont know what Jurong East Sports Complex .
They all went swimming ,
and i sat at th cafe there fr like, 2 hours plus.
Sit till my butt also pain, Lmao !
After they swim, go kfc there slack awhile and then went home .
Boring day fr me, >:
Havent start on my revision yet , Hmm .
Maybe tmr perhaps? ^^ < Procratination , i know .
Im so in love with JayChou's new song, 超人不会飞 nao . (L)
Its damn nice okeh, try go listen . Heh.
Nothing much happened these few days,
so my post wont be long ah.
Forgive me people, LOL.
Okehokeh, I love JayChou and RaymondLam tothverymax!

Baibai people!

Continue tagging, appreciated! Tyvm! ^^

Back In Action !

2010-04-30T14:01:00.001+08:00

You've given me a brand new life .

Haihaihai people.
Im finally back posting eh, got miss me?
Lmao, joking ah. ^^
But I know sure got people miss me, LOL.
School's fine lately,
except fr th stuffy and hot classroom.
I prefer th library and class 3A so much more .
Sukardi is a slacker, dont even bother to help us fix th fans. ):<
Two papers down, left with humans, sciences and maths to struggle with.
Have been a guai student okeh,
Im revising my geog very soon.
I have given up on my Poa ,
so people, dont even ask me to study Poa . Tyvm. <:
Chinese paper was okeh this time round,
except fr th very first section.
English paper was sucky (N) .
Didnt even manage to understand th freaky passage . Ohmygod . >:

Went to school today as usual, feel so high early in th morning! ^^
Cause of N , hahaha !
Okeh went to parade square, tio kp by th kp teacher -.-
Then went back class,
slept fr th whole of th first period, which is English. <:
Had a headache after th long nap cause of th weather luh.
Felt better after geog class, cause we had a free period.
Then i was playing cake mania on my phone fr th whole damn period! (Y)
Went down fr recess, and realised that ;
Brenda.Tsh just simply love to act cute today!
She had got some acting cute virus from dont know where and dont know who.
HAHAHAHAHA .
Was high during maths and Poa lesson, i dont know why!
Okeh, that's about all ah.
Then Brenda's father sent me back home, and i am posting nao. LOL.
Very long post hor, your should be happy huh. Teehee ^^

Baibai people!
Will update again when I am in th mood to do so. Lmao. <:

*Brenda, please stop acting cute . I am cuter , LOL. Joke!

Ohya, to add on something <:
JayChou is releasing his new album on 30th April and some of his songs are so nice! (Y)
So damn looking forward ~ ! :D

Changed,

2010-04-12T15:50:00.000+08:00

If you still think i wont mind, continue.

Hai people, back from school.
Monday blues, argh >:
Sorry fr not updating my blog these few days eh,
not in th mood and dont have th time to.
Blog seems kind of dead huh, x.x
Nothing much today, my leg is hurting like fuck.
My specs is spolit, oh whatthfuck. >:
Okeh, shall update tomorrow when i got th time.

Baibai.
Lazy to reply tags, do continue tagging okeh. Tyvm, <:

Invisible wall,

2010-04-05T16:55:00.000+08:00

The whole thing, was just a fantasy, an illusion.

Hai people, back from puffing session. <:
School today, head was feeling so heavy th whole day.
Lessons were real boring, i cant stop falling asleep.
Never go fr pe today, <: Heh.
There's no english remedial today,
so went to bp to lunch with E, and J.
Had mac, and then E went home, while J and I went to 165 to puff.
Had only one stick today, guai enough liao right. Lol ~
Went home, and nao downloading songs again.
Nothing much to update about today, normal day ah.
I hope Santokh dont come back to school so soon,
so there wont be any remedial fr humanities on wednesday. Hah.
Okeh, shall stop crapping here ah.
Reply tags at th next post since im feeling so very lazy nao.

Baibai people ~

" 小姐我可以要你的电话号码吗？ " Lmao la, E!

Give me one more chance,

2010-04-04T14:35:00.000+08:00

All it takes is just one word, that's enough.

Dug out this picture from my folder,
im like trying to clear my picture folder nao. <:
Credits to Brenda.T ah ~

Hai people, posting nao as I got nothing to do at all. >:
Going to rot at home today again, feel so lazy to go out.
I have not done th maths paper and th history essay, goodgame ah.
Dont even feel like opening my bag fr some reasons.
Have been downloading loads of stuffs on th net these few days,
guess im too bored, that's why.
Feel so illegal nao eh, but im still going to continue my download (Y)
My aunt is so suaku, asking me how to use twitter.
And im so kind to teach her, Lol, fake ~ <:
Im just trying to make this post look longer eh, cause i really got nothing else to post alrd.
Darn pathetic, im not looking frward to school tmrw.
Im feeling really lazy, >:
Do i need to attend th english remedial tmrw after school? o:
Nora say those who fail must attend, but i never fail. I got a MC, Lol!
Think i shall go home or go puff tmrw after school, hah.
Okeh, i shall stop crapping eh.

Baibai,
shall reply tags at th next post since there's only one tag. <:

WIll things ever get better?

2010-04-03T14:16:00.001+08:00

Useless shot, useless attempt.

Hai people, posting nao eh.
Dont think im going out today, another day of rotting at home.
How pathetic. >:
Maybe going to bp later on, fr lunch cum dinner.
Have been repeating th same old song from yesterday till today,
th song is darn nice okeh.
爱上你 by By2, go listen eh. ^^v
There's some problem with mixpod nao, whatthhell. >:
Im very very bored nao, there's nothing fr me to do.
Okeh, im going to download songs nao.
Im always downloading songs whenever i use my laptop, (Y)
How illegal is that, Lol. <:
Short post today oh, cause my laptop is lagging on me, again.

Baibai people.

Tags reply,

From 1April,
>Crystalkz. : Haha, you cheerup too la you. See you too, <: Thanks fr being there eh. Dont need thanks, be happy soon. <:
>AhKen : Haha, yea lo. Ice blast is nicer fr me. <: Haha, will eh. You too, and im not anti dota la dey. Takecare, and be happy ah.

From 2April,
>Crystalkz. : Haha, from th song lyrics. That song is darn nice, <: You cheerup asap eh, dont think too much.
Stay happy and takecare.

爱上你不需要理由，你到底懂不懂。

2010-04-02T14:25:00.000+08:00

Hurting, once again. Fuck you.

Hai people, back posting.
Ytd was a bad bad day fr me okeh, just dont know why.
People just like to backstab, i dont know fr whatthfuck.
Nothing much to post about today.
Altho its a good friday ah, my day is bad tothmax today.
I dont know what to say anymore.
Some people took my phone and itouch this morning,
because i refused to wake up.
Think i cant find it sibo? I found it, stupid. '-'
I shall take good care of my phone and itouch from this moment onwards,
in case it get taken away from me again.
By2 got new album alrd, and th songs there are great.
Changed some of my blogsongs, added two of By2's new songs.
They're great, im in love with them.
I appreciated th ones who tried to cheer me up ytd night,
when i was like crying fr dont know why.
I find myself getting weaker and weaker naoadays,
sometimes, crying fr some stupid reasons i would say.
Im trying to be strong, trying not to cry infront of people.
But th tears just refused to listen to me sometimes, i dont know why.
Giving people advices, and comforting people seemed an easy task.
But, completing th task seemed difficult.
Some people say, life will get better each time you fall and get up,
is that th case fr me? I dont think so.
Wanting to think th positive ways sometimes, but it seems so hard fr me to.
No one will really understand how im feeling nao, really.
Everything seems to be against me this year, somehow.
Im glad to have friends who care fr me around me.
Tyvm, i appreciate all th cheering up smses, comforting and advices. <:
My heart is feeling so weird right nao, i dont know why.
Dont ask me why.
Im going crazy soon, im going to breakdown soon.
I just hope and wish so much, some people will stop torturing me, mentally.
I just feel like giving up everything, everything at this point of life nao.
Is that a better way? I dont know, i dont know.
Okeh, i shall stop grumbling and crapping here.

Baibai people.
Tags will and shall be reply at th next post,

Would you be there,

2010-04-01T18:10:00.000+08:00

When i ever need you, you wont.

Hai people, just got back from bp and school, <:
School was fine and normal today,
was nearly late, fr th first time lo.
Realised im such a guaikia eh, hahaha! <:
Nothing much eh, got back my physics test paper.
Th score is so swee lo please, fucking swee. Lol!
Think a F9, if im not wrong.
My physics is goodgame alrd, dont think canmakeit liao. Gosh.
Watched th band performance today, was quite okeh ah.
But abit soft, th penguin dance is very th cute! (Y)
Goodluck to th band eh, jiayous fr th upcoming Syf.
Went bp eat lunch and slack after school.
Ate subway, like fr dont know how long never eat alrd.
Then slack awhile, went 180 smoke.
Tired marlboro hot, i still prefer ice blast though eh.
Brenda kept telling me,
smoking iceblast kills cause of th plastic ball. o: Ohmygod.
Hahaha, and Brenda kept on act cute these days. x.x
Smoke, chatted awhile, and we went back to bp.
Went longjohn's slack, i slept. <:
Then brenda's father came and fetch her, elsa came my house.
She's still at my house ah, and im inside th room using laptop!
Nothing alrd lo, post quite long liao eh, <:
There's no school tmr, im a happy girl tothmax. Lol! ^^v

Baibai people!
Shall post again tmr ~ <:

Please lo, keep your that fucking attitude to yourself leh. I dont need your attitude to carry on with my life eh. You think you're always right issit? No, you arent always right. No one is always right. Tolerating, tried to control my temper, you dont even appreciate fr god's sake. Then why should i be treating you so good? Makes so no sense to me okeh.

Everything's over, get it ?

2010-03-31T16:27:00.000+08:00

Why must you do all that?

Hai people, back from school.
Im so guai eh, came back from school straight. Fake ~ <:
School was fine today, felt so sleepy th whole day eh.
As usual, nearly fell asleep during english lesson.
I really dont know why, o:
Siti caught me fr my piercing today in th hall,
as i was sitting just right in front of her. So suey eh. >:
"Jeslyn, remove your piercing nao."
"Huh, i just pierce then th person say 1 week then can take out."
She show that face then say,
"Who ask you to go pierce during school days huh?!"
I diam diam, then she continue,
"Then remove th other stud." (referring to first earhole de.)
Then i guaiguai remove, then put it back during chemistry lesson.
Lol! Nothing much alrd eh, normal day oh.
Im mass downloading songs nao, (Y)
Flood my itouch with songs, then can blast alrd. Hahaha! ^^v
Shall end post here then,

Baibai people. <:

I werent afraid, nao i am.

2010-03-30T17:24:00.000+08:00

Changing overnight, its scary, y'know.

Hai people, <: Back from school and bp.
Normal day in school today, had been twitting in school, hehe.
English lesson, fell asleep like nothing special, x.x
Two periods of english somemore, want my life .
Nora woke me up from my nice sleep, and asked me,
"Jeslyn, dont you sleep at home?"
"Huh?"
"Dont you sleep at home? Why everytime look so tired?"
"Got sleep. Got look tired meh?"
Then she continued with class, I was like, LOL.
Okeh la, i admit, i sleep in her class everytime without fail.
Her class is just so, ohmygod, boring! o:
Had money management talk in auditorium during cd lesson, not that boring.
Was talking and joking thru out th whole talk, no one care. <:
After that, had physics test. Really, im going to fail this time.
One whole paper, i dont even know th mcq -.-
Brenda's father lompang me to bp, met my aunt, sis and grandma there.
Ate, bought starbucks (Y), then walk around and walk home in th rain. <:
Bathed, and here im posting. Lol.
Nothing much alrd, updated quite long liao.

Baibai then. <:

Tags reply,

From 25Mar,
>AhKen : What anti-dota eh! Im really NOT anti-dota okeh, please ~ Thanks fr tagging, takecare and stay happy too eh. Dont always sad and emo la, not good. <: All th best eh.
>Elsa : You then weakling la, say me -.- Thanks thanks, im perfectly well liao ^^v

From 27Mar,
>Bheartsyou. : I dont need stressball also never cry sia, <: Too pro liao, wont cry de. Hahaha! EIGHT SONGS?! Claps fr you, hahaha! You waste your itouch la you, dont buy classic alrd! LAZY LO.

From 29Mar,
>Bheartsyou. : I did not travel at all okeh, please! STOP BULLYING ME PLEASE. >:
>Elsa : Go la, ask your that who bring you go ^^v

Spare me from your sweet talks eh, they wont work. Why have you changed?

那三个字对你来说有什么意义？

2010-03-29T17:09:00.000+08:00

It has no meaning at all, to you, i guess.

Hai people, just got back from bp.
Th rain is so heavy, spent some time in th library, using th computer.
Lol! <: Okeh, school was fine today.
I started reading eh, decided to be guaikia alrd. Lol! Fake ~
Brenda and Shuqi is very kaopei and guailan today,
i swear i will get my revenge someday <: Hehehe ~ Evil laughs.
No homework, managed to chiong copy th maths paper during poa lesson.
Im scared of msgoh okeh. o:
Got my piercing ytd, <: Sorry to debbie-very-chio fr pangsehing and go pierce first.
Lets hope siti and whoever wont catch me fr th piercing.
Ending my post here, reply tags at next post .
Im so very th lazy to reply tags recently, cause of my laggy internet >:

Baibai people, <:

Dont say all those words, when you dont mean it, please. Keep those lies and sweet talks to yourself, tyvm.

There's no point anymore,

2010-03-27T19:23:00.000+08:00

Are things getting better or getting worse?

Haihai people. Shall start by writing about yesterday okeh.
Having fever yesterday, >: But still manage to go to Jp to catch Kidnapper!
Th show was awesome, love it. Never waste my brother's money.
Hahaha ~ He spon me lunch and everything yesterday. So good right ~ ^^v
Then home, and rest. Was not feeling really well, so rested early yesterday.
Today, woke up in th afternoon, x.x
Still felt like sleeping sia, ohmygod. I dont want to become a pig! o:
Slack th whole day, and decided to go to lot one to catch pandora's box <:
Funny show, laugh thru out <: ! But stupid show la, still i enjoyed it.
Then dinner at mof, and then nao home.
Im so happy nao, cause im going fr my helix piercing tmrw! ^^v
Finally lo, i waited fr like dont know how long le okeh. Hahaha!
Okehokeh, shall stop crapping okeh.
Going to download more songs into my itouch nao, <:
shall reply tags at th next post.

Baibai people! ^^v
Im so excited fr my piercing ~

Weakened,

2010-03-25T18:06:00.001+08:00

I just kept wondering what is going thru that mind of yours.

Going thru pictures and pictures recently,

and i realised th both of us, have changed alot, alot..

Haihai people, back from th polyclinic finally. <:

Waiting fr hell darn long to see a doctor, -.-

From three plus, i think wait till four plus, five plus. Whatthfuck.

Okeh, im not going to school tmr.

Coughing and having a fever suddenly, im so weak this year eh.

2010 is definitely not a good year fr me, hmm.

Enough crapping huh, nothing much to post eh.

Ohya, i found my darn lighter in my bag. Im so pajiao, please, x.x

Not going to post long long, need some rest nao.

Head has been hurting since just nao, ohgosh. >:

Baibai people, i will reply tags today ^^v !

Tags reply,
From 20Mar,
>Elsa : No homework to do la, LOL. ^^

From 22Mar,
>Elsa : Haha, thanks thanks. Cheered up liao, dont worry. You also must cheerup la okeh, dont dulan <: 你不是世界上最可怜的人咯。^^v
>AhKen : What anti-dota sia! I not anti-dota lo >: ! Haha, im not caring her le, thanks fr concern okeh. Takecare and stay happy always eh. What la, okeh la, next time got vodka then share with you la, dont shag. And stop saying me anti-dota la you!
> Jo : Lol! You that time tell me not nice! o: Thanks, will cheerup!

From 24Mar,
>Crystalkz. : Hahaha, im not going to cry again <: Thanks fr your concern okeh, and thanks fr trusting me too! ^^ Stay happy and takecare also okeh! Get well soon ah! :D

Teach me what to do nao, will you. I know you wont, cause you dont give a darn at all.. Fmlfmlfmlfmlfml . '-'

Screw you,

2010-03-23T17:03:00.000+08:00

Just get back up when you're tumbling up, girl.

*Pictures credited to Agnes.Lwf. <:
Dug out from my pictures folder, hehe .

Haihai people.
Came back home quite early today eh ~
School was fine, was darn fucked up,
and pissed off with th NoraNoraNora '-' So kaypo de sia.
Also not our form teacher then still at there kaypo simi sai. -.-
Ask her go control her own class la, please.
Skipskipskip, lessons lessons ~
Have to stay back tmr, i guess. Darn shag >:
Went bp have mac with elsapeh and she's currently at my house nao, again.
Just finished watching Burn with her,
watch until I want to sleep can -.- Chose th fucking wrong show.
Okehokeh, going outside to use my laptop instead.
Nothing much to update and post anyway.
Shall keep post short short lo.

Baibai people .
Tags to be replied at next post, my laptop is lagging.
Sorry people! x.x

You have changed,

2010-03-22T17:13:00.005+08:00

Like a stranger nao, complete stranger.

Hai people. Just back from bp, cab home.
Cause of th fucking heavy rain oh.
But, i simply love th rain fr some reasons.
Okeh, enough crapping.
Uploaded those photos, since i found them in my folders. <:
My grandma looks so fucking cute, i love her tothmax ^-^v
Im so lame, okeh back to th topic.
School was fine today, not much thing happened.
Chionged finish one of my chinese writing in chinese class,
cleared one homework. Lol!
After school, brenda went home straight.
Bused to bp with elsapeh and lydia.
Lydia went home, and i went to kfc with elsapeh to meet my brother.
Elsapeh is so despo fr kfc today, i dont know why!
Eateateat, slackslackslack.
Just drank a bottle of vodka, ohmygod.
Taste like somekind of cough medicine lo, x.x
But its quite nice afterall <: ! Shall buy it again next time ~
My iceblast, left one stick. Maybe i should try marlboro hot after this ~
Woah, my post so long eh. So miracle, x.x
Elsapeh is at my house nao, listening to my brother's ipod and doing her work.
So guai lo she. Lol!
Enough crapping la hor me, shall end post here.

Baibai people!
Reply tags next post okeh, im so lazy today after typing so long. Lol.

Knnbpcb, ccb la -'- ! Dont want talk to you cannot issit? Dont want pick up your call and dont want reply your fucking sms cannot issit? Im better off without a mother, i tell you. Nb, fuck you la. See lo, got one day, if i dont go home, you should know th reason why. You only know how to scold, how to blame us, how to vent your anger on us, what else you know how to do?! You tell me la, pcb -'-! Cried fucking hard ytd night, and you still at there say say say. But you make me cry also good la, at least after ytd i realised how much others care fr me, not like you okeh. I kept on wondering ytd, wondering why are you like that. Cant get to sleep ytd, kept thinking and thinking.. Thought of th past and everything, i realised how much my father dote on me and all these, he will never treat me like how you're treating me nao. Why are you treating me like this nao?! Did i do anything wrong anot, at first?! I didnt, didnt, didnt! I want to be with him, rather than be with you. Im not happy with you, maybe i should go to him, because you dont fucking care at all. Apologising and saying things after things happened, do you think that will be useful anot?! You alrd make us hate you, really, th word is hate nao. Not only me, not only me dont like you nao. Do you even reflect on what you fucking do? You dont, seriously you dont. Sometimes, saying sorry wont even fucking help at all, do you know that anot?! What's done is alrd done, cant turn back or whatever, so what's th fucking use of saying sorry after doing all those that hurt us?! '-' Knnb la. Darn fucked up, you know?! Im darn touched by my grandma ytd, >': Thanks ahma, and my sister, and brother. <: I just need them in my life, do i? I dont want someone who only knows how to make me cry, make me upset, make me angry and all these. I dont want, do you even understand what i am thinking about anot?! You, fucking dont. Maybe, i should seriously give it a thought. Maybe, i should go back to my father, he will dote on me more than you, he will never ever scold me th way you are scolding me nao, he will never vent his anger on me, he will never doubt me like what you are doing nao. You suck, you really suck tothmax nao. Sorry? No use alrd, its too late. Fuck you, fml, fyl. '-' ! You say you dont understand me nao, let me tell you, i dont understand you even more nao, you're just like a complete stranger to me, this home to me nao, is just like a place fr sleeping, a place fr resting, a place to use laptop and whatever. This home isnt like a home anymore, no more a home. I cried, did you even fucking care at all? Only keep at there scold scold scold, say say say like dont know what fuck, do you know how irritated and fucked up people can get? I've enough, really, enough alrd. You want vent, you want scold, you want do anything nao, up to you alrd. I dont want to give a darn about you alrd. I've given up, do whatever you want. No matter what i do, you just wont change. I just have to learn how to hold back my tears and, be strong in front of you. Cause, i dont want to even cry in front of you again. Fuck you, really. I dont need a mother starting from today onwards, because, there's no difference between having one and not having one. At least, it doesnt make any difference to me anymore.. You wait and see, one day, i will disappear from your life, and then from that day onwards, you can do whatever you want alrd, no one will care alrd. You are just making everyone fucking hate you with th things you're doing nao, dont you know that? We dont even feel like going out with you anymore. Fr nothing, keep scold? Why must we let you scold? We're not here fr you to vent your fucking anger on, do you know that? We also have our own temper and all that. Its not only you who has a temper, WE have it too. Pushing everyone to our limit, you see us happy, see us sad, you very happy, very satisfied issit? Or what? Wait and see, i'll go back to my father. I dont want to be with you anymore, trust me, that day will come, if you still insist on doing things your fucking way. Trust me.

Tell me what else do you want,

2010-03-21T16:11:00.000+08:00

I dont see a point continuing, do you?

Hai people. Currently at library posting, <:
Just so guai right, everytime come library use comp.
Fakefakefake ~ Lol!
Okehokeh, i havent even started on any of my homework,
very zai right. Lol. x.x
Feeling so -idontknowhowtosay- nao. ~
Raining whole day long,
make me feel so darn fucking lazy. Gosh.
This post shall be short, im going youtube, out of boredom.
Not going to reply tags nao,
th tagboard cant be seen here eh.
Shall reply them at th next post when im posting at home <:
Continue tagging people, thanks eh.
Im enjoying my blogsongs nao, Lol!

Baibai people ~

Sick and tired of all your silly excuses, cant you just tell me th truth.

There's nothing much i can do,

2010-03-20T13:45:00.000+08:00

我承认我的伪装真的不够好。

Hai people. <:
Im so so so lazy to post naoadays, how? Lol!
Okeh, its been raining th whole day.
And i love th cooling weather very much nao ^^
I havent done a single single piece of work,
and i mean not even a piece of work is done .
Im dead meat this time, teachers will start haunting me fr their work.
Ohmygod, im so so so fucking dead. x.x
Okeh, im feeling real lazy nao. Th post shall not get any longer.
Nothing much happened these two days,
my life is so very peaceful nao. Lol! <:
Okehokeh, enough of my crapping just to make th post a lil bit longer -.-

Baibai people ~ <:

Tags reply,

From 18Mar,
>AhKen : Haha, im not sick leh. Lol! Yeah, will quit. You too eh, takecare <: Stay happy ah. Okeh la, your tag nao not rare alrd. Lol!
>JO : Thanks fr tagging! ^^

From 19Mar,
>Shawnnnnnn : Stay happy happy and takecare too! All th best ah, <:
>AhKen : I told him alrd lo, he still say not nice. Lol! x.x Okehokeh, updated liao. Takecare ah~

Taking away all th priviledges im supposed to have, how am i supposed to manage with all these.

You dont deserve it, at all.

2010-03-18T18:12:00.000+08:00

All well ends well?

Haihaihai people.
Back from east coast and bp <:
Went east coast today, with brother, crystal and lydia.
Had fun cycling in th big big rain,
so rare got th chance to cycle in th rain.
Hahaha, everyone was so darn wet.
But i enjoyed it oh ~ ^^
Cab down to marine parade after that, took bus back to bp.
Went bp mac fr early dinner, i guess.
That's all, and went home after mac. Hahaha.
Rain rain go away, come again another day ~ Lol!
Im so lame, x.x
Not really very tired today, but im very cold nao!
Lydia's teeth is just so cute, Lol!
Keep chuckle chuckle cause too cold. Hahaha! <:
Andand, hope crystal will like th present eh ~ ^^
Okeh, nothing much alrd, shall end post here and reply tags.

Baibai people! <:
I enjoyed alot today, thanks people. ^^

Tags reply,

From 16Mar,
>Bheartsyou! : Hahaha, hope you're enjoying yourself at chalet nao eh ~ Shall go town next time okeh! Luvvz!
>Elsa : Awh, dont sad! I bought lychee and cherry both nice de leh! ^^ Go find people to cheer you up, LOL!
>AhKen : Haihai, haha, nothing la. <: You too eh, dont keep emo. Smile and stay happy eh! ^^ Yeah, but nao lesser alrd. Whywhy? Haha, takecare and stay happy too!
>Jo : Heylo, tag me still put angry face -.- Lol.

From 17Mar,
>Elsa : You noob la, where got pro! Enjoyed cycling ^^ Next time i teach you, confirm wont fall. Hahaha!

Ah, fuck. I hate th feeling im having nao. I shouldnt, shouldnt.

Revived,

2010-03-16T21:45:00.000+08:00

I hope you'll tell me th lie, cause im afraid of th fucking truth.

Okeh, hai people. Second post of th day oh.
I may not be posting tmr, cause i'll be out th whole day.
So, i'll post first eh.
Went central just nao, with elsapeh. <:
Bought sticky candies, ohmygod.
Sticky candies are very expensive.
After buying th candies, im officially broke alrd. My wallet is so empty nao.
Goshgoshgosh, >:
Where am i supposed to find money )':
Elsapeh very pro, spent almost 30$ on th candies.
Claps fr her, LOL.
Decided to spend th rest of th money on movie.
Bused back to lot one, and catch th movie, Being Human.
Okeh la, th movie. Th theatre is so darn empty okeh. Lol.
Cause of jack neo i guessed?
Went back home, bathed, eat dinner and etc.
Forgot to collect my lens today,
aunt will help me collect them tmr! <: Tyvm!
Th internet is lagging nao, th connection sucks tothmax naoadays eh.
Someone, please get th connection fixed soon .
Getting a lil fucked up cause of th connection, Zz.
One plurk page takes about ohmygod 15 mins plus to load, -.-
Okehokeh, my post is getting real long alrd.
Shall end it oh,

Baibai people.
Will reply tags at th next post, cause there's only one tag,
and im lazy to reply, !

Trust me, nothing good will come out of this matter or whatsoever. Cause both of us, dont really care, isnt that so? Fr nao, i'll rather you continue with your lie, i dont want to exposed them. Cause, im sick and tired of it. Continue, continue, i dont want to care anymore. I wont care anymore, i guessed.

Reach fr th sky, and touch th clouds.

2010-03-16T11:24:00.000+08:00

Feelings will never be th same again,

Happy 14th birthday, CrystalKhoo <: Stay happy always, all th best!

Hai people, woke up early today.
Changed blog template and all these, blahblah.
I want to go to Central and get some sticky candies,
who want go with me. Lol.
Going to meet shuqi later on at plaza,
to let her borrow disc and get my worksheets from her.
Nothing much today, going to stay at home whole day, i guessed.
Also dont know i wake so early fr whatthhell,
when there's no need fr me to go to school today -.-
Im stupid, wanted to go back to sleep, but cant.
I want to go lan neh.
Kiddo, when can we go again?! ^^
Hand is abit numb, shoulders are aching nao, fr no reasons.
Awh myself. Pathetic me.
I havent even touch my bag since th friday. Pro right, fakefake ~
Going to reply tags and im off, !

Baibai people!
And, time seems to be flying when its holiday eh >:

Tags reply,

From 14Mar,
>Jo : Lol, you heard from joonboon? O: Sian la, one week like so fucking long.
>Elsa : Haihaihai <: Thanks fr tagging, Luvz!

From 15Mar,
>Bheartsyou! : Heylo kiddo! ILLEGAL LAN LEH. So joke! Hahaha, okeh la, its really kind of darkkkk in there. Suresuresure, i also want go again! This time, you shall dota! ^^ Luvz!
>Jo : Haihai, where got die. I only never update one day leh. You that time never update fr dont know how many days lo. Thanks fr tagging la! <:

If you still think im a 3 year old kid, who will believe all your lies again and again, you should think again. Think again, im not a small kid anymore. I know how to differentiate between the truth, lies, and perhaps, th excuses you gave. Fml, fyl. '-'

There's no such thing as a second chance,

2010-03-14T15:01:00.000+08:00

All those were illusions and lies.

Hai people .
Sorry fr not being able to go to timah lan today,
mother suddenly changed her mind.. >:
And im seriously, fucked up. '-'
Nothing much,
just came back from plaza.
Had a walk in th rain, it felt great.
Wished i can stay in th rain longer ah. Haiz .
Listening to Pretty Boy nao,
have been blasting Fandy's songs too.
Have to go back to school tmr, and im so lazy.
I want more sleep ah >:
Not in th mood to post nao,
shall go bankai and chiong th level.

Baibai people.

Tags reply,

From 13Mar,
>Bheartsyou! : Hahaha! Got see him jiu okeh alrd la, got take any pictures? <: RaymondLam is more than shuai okeh! (L)

From 14Mar,
>AhKen : Haha, haihai. Yeah lo, rare tag. Must tag more often ma. <: Thanks fr tagging anyway, wont puff too much, you too. Takecare and stay happy ah. ^^

If only you would spare a thought fr my feeling, if only you would care about what im thinking, how im feeling and whatsoever. Anyway, it doesnt even matter to you nao, does it? Go on, continue to do things your fucking way, everyone will continue ignoring you and showing you th attitude you wont like at all. All i can say, change and stop behaving th way you're behaving nao. Understand? >:

I guessed so,

2010-03-13T12:51:00.001+08:00

Nothing will last forever.

Hai people.
Posting so darn early today,
cause i got nothing better to do.
Was mapling last few hours, private server.
Leveling up is so shiok, Lol. <:
Ohyaye, tmr i can go timah lan alrd.
Hehehe.
Hope one week will pass faster, then can go tenmile lan.<:
Kept wondering why membership need one week eh.
Feel like removing th tagboard naoadays,
should i or shouldnt i?
Anyway, Eentertainment award tonite,
hope Brenda and Shuqi will enjoy at their 10$+ seats.
Hahaha! ~
Have been listening to Fandy's songs,
they're really great. Luvz tothmax <3 ,
Going back bankai in awhile, resting nao.
Shall not post till so hell long.

Baibai people.
Ohya, Pretty Boy by M2M rocks tothmax too! ^^

Tags reply,

From10Mar,
>Bheartsyou! : Hai stalker! <: Relinked you alrd! Hope you can see your dear xiaogui tonight oh~ ^^
>Crystalkz. : Heyloheylo, dont worry ah. I never puff till so hiong alrd. <:

From 13Mar,
>Crystalkz. : Haihaihai, you cheerup too okeh, <: Suresure, you enjoy your holidays too eh. Thanks ah. Takecare of yourself, and stay happy ^^

Oh my pretty pretty boy, I love you, like I never ever love no one before you. Pretty pretty boy of mine, just tell me you love me too ~ Oh my pretty pretty boy, I need you, oh my pretty pretty boy I do ~ Let me inside, make me stay right beside you ~

I would rather you dont,

2010-03-12T15:29:00.000+08:00

已没有理由再说出那句话。

Hai people.
Am at plaza library nao, so guai right. <:
Lol, fake.
Nothing better to do, and didnt wish to stay at home.
So went out ah. ~
Went to tenmile lan before coming here,
their membership still need one whole week to process, x.x
Whatthfuck sia . >:
Wanted to audi and play some games de, to waste time.
Im so looking forward to sunday timah lan!
So, in th end, went back plaza slack.
Holidays are here, but still have to go back school.
Sad dai me.
Monday, poa and maths remedial.
Tuesday, er -im not sure- .
Wednesday onwards, dont think have. <:
Nothing much alrd, shall end post here.
Ohya,
Brenda.T just love to spam my twitter so much, Lol!
Lets hope she can see her xiaogui tmr, ^^

Baibai people. <:
I cant see my tagboard using this noob computer here,
shall reply at next post okeh. ^^

Im so very sick and tired of this silly game we're playing. When can everything end? Lets put a stop to it, can we..? Getting so very tired, tired of everything.

可能我心里一半已经残废。

2010-03-10T18:26:00.001+08:00

Everything aint important anymore.

Hai people.
Back from bp again.
Slacked with elsapeh at bp after school,
ate mac and talkedtalkedtalked. ~
Nothing much happened today ah,
am very very shag today.
Dont know why.
Wore contacts today <:
And Brendatan kept scaring me about th lens stuck onto my eyes, >:
Then i couldnt sleep in class.
Goshgoshgosh.
Chemistry lesson today, th teacher darn angry with us.
Lol, kind of scary oh.
Got my pack of iceblast today,
but didnt go to puff cause im so guai <:
*Fakefakefake*.
Tmrw school release late,
shall see if im going to puff anot.
Okehokeh, post long enough alrd. <:
Shall end post here okehhhh .

Baibai.

Tags reply,

From 9Mar,
>Bheartsyou! : Yaye, ^^ Nisa is good fr th very first time, by not separating our tables. LOL.

From 10Mar,
>Bheartsyou! : Relaxed alrd <: Yup, i tweet in lessons, very pro hor! ^^ You should go stalk ahemahem instead of stalking me leh ~ You know who i talking about right! STALKER.

You ah you, cheerup ah. Altho i cant be of any help in your that matter, cant give you any good suggestions and advices to solve your problem, and im sorry fr that. But i can be your listening ear or whatever okeh, just vent everything on me, and i wont mind at all lo. <: Everything will turn out fine, think more positive la, or else i dont care you alrd. Jiayous eh, dont give up so easily. Yeah, i understand it may be tiring, but you ask yourself this question, "Is it worth it, or not?" . If you think it is, hang on. I hope and wish everything will turn out fine fr you okeh, dont say i not good <: 雨过了总会天晴的。Thanks fr everything, you want turn to anyone when you are feeling sad or whatever, im always here. Dont frget <: Dont tear when you read this hor, Lol! Fake ~ 希望你可以坚强的走下去，不管前方的路有多么的艰难。你一定可以的，要相信自己！Are you honoured, i typed so long fr you leh! ^^

Wasnt th same as before,

2010-03-09T16:50:00.000+08:00

Swallowed whole.

Hai people.
Back from bp, <:
School was okeh today,
i didnt pon pe leh, so guai. LOL.
Maths made me so fucked up,
and Brenda was so stressed out. !
Kind of dont like pure hist lesson nao,
cause i lost count of th essays i owned Santokh.
Ohmygod ~
Crapping with Brenda during chinese lesson,
and ik separate us. Only one table apart! Lmao! :P
We still continued talking lo.
Skipskipskip.
Went bp with Brenda, Shuqi and Elsa after school .
Elsa is free today, so nan de ~
Brenda and Shuqi went off first.
Went around plaza with Elsapeh <:
Bought my contact lens, thanks aunt ! ^^
Woah, my posts are getting longer eh.
Cause im getting more hardworking, *Fake* . Lol !
Ending post here,

Baibai people.

Tags reply,

From 8Mar,
>Bheartsyou! : Hahaha yaye! ^^ But teacher dont like us sitting together, LOL!
>Elsa : Heylo im more wuxim okeh. You boxim one, still dare say! ):< I dont intend to complete leh ~

From 9Mar,
>Crystalkz. : Haihai ~ You cheerup too okeh, dont always shag shag <: Haha, thanks! Takecare and stay happy, smile too! ^^

You just dont understand me as well, do you. Making no effort at all, hurting everyone with what you are saying. Vent your anger somewhere else, stop venting on me, can you ? No, you cant. Fucked up, seriously. What did i do, exactly. Im trying my best not to care, do you even know that.. Im making a wish, upon a star. >:

It just hurt no more,

2010-03-08T18:13:00.000+08:00

If you ever did, really cared.

Hai people, back from plaza.
Cab home as it was raining.
Nothing much happened in school today,
i was caught sleeping in eng class,
and th guailan nora asked me stand up '-'
Chinese lesson, same thing.
Ahh, im tired. >:
Need more sleep eh,
i still got pathetic 9 essays to complete.
And im not planning to complete them anyway ~
Tmr there's pe, going to think of someway to pon again.
Lol sia ~ I dont like th pe teacher.
Not bad sia, today post so long.

Bai.
There's only one tag to reply, <:
Im lazy to even reply one. Lol.

Tags reply,

From 6Mar,
>AhKen : Haha, will will. You too ah, stay happy. <: Dont need thanks, nothing to thanks about. Takecare.

Im tired, i want to surrender. Tired of everything, does anyone actually know that. Yeah, im worthless. And i dont even feel like talking to you nao. Everything you does, make me unhappy. Why are you slowly changing back to th you a few months ago? I hate it, i tell you, i hate it.. Im happier, last time.

You know it, dont you?

2010-03-06T21:10:00.001+08:00

You want it this way? I'll let it go this way.

Hai, back from lot one.
Went tanjongpagar > lot one > home today.
Boring isnt it ?
Im on muted mode today, <:
Nothing much,

Bai people.

Tags reply,

From 4Mar,
>Elsa : Haha, thanks ah. Wuxim eh~ <3

>Shawnnnnnn : Haha, thanks fr th tag. Dont need thanks.

From 5Mar,
>Elsa : Haha, will thanks. Stay happy too, Luvz.

>Crystal. : Haha, you also mai sad okeh. Cheerup, and stop doing stupid stuffs okeh. Thanks fr being there, stay happy and takecare of yourself la. <:

>Shawnnnnnn : Haha, thanks. You too. Takecare.

You chose to break th promise, didnt you? You promised me yourself, and nao you're telling me you didnt? What crap and bullshit is that? You want to break th promise issit? You chose it, okeh then. I'll break th promise once again. Stop talking to me about what trust, and promise, and whatever shit. I just think you dont deserve it, nao. You're changing back, to that time, when i actually hated you. Fuck you, fuck everything in life. Fml. It hurts, when i did it. '-'

Fml,

2010-03-05T22:06:00.002+08:00

Im tired from all these.

Hai people.
Back to post, im darn shag.
Sad, plus angry.
): + ):< = ? [i know im lame.]
Feeling so, i dont know how to say.
Back from turf city,
went to have dinner with father.
He treat me birdnest <:
Tvym, <3 !
Nothing much,
my brother got a new laptop and im envious, o-o

Baibai, shall reply tags next post.
Sorry eh.

Feeling so fucking helpless, i just need someone to talk to. And yet, i cant seem to find anyone to talk to, when im feeling so fucking fucking fucking helpless >: Haiz, why not just die. Carrying a bigbig smile on th outside, and yet, who knows im bleeding and crying fr help in th inside..? No one. Wondering, what is life? I see no point, at this point in time, in carrying on.. Im really very tired, tired from all th scoldings, etc. I wonder, when can i have a peaceful life, when? Family dont even trust me, then what's th point? I dont see th point at all. I will carry on being a mute infront of you, cause its you who wanted me to shut up and keep quiet. My heart is rotting into pieces, tearing into pieces. I wonder, how much longer can i survive, when will i surrender and drop dead. Till that day, its all a pretence. Think.

Fucking lies, Fucking truth.

2010-03-04T21:22:00.000+08:00

Carrying on a fucking, pretence.

Haihai people.
Went to school today, like finally. <:
Got back chemistry results,
and i passed.
Have to go temple pray alrd. Lol!
Nothing much happened.
B was a joke today,
laughlaughlaugh during lessons.
Skipped pe today, hahaha.
Went to bp and slacked, after school.
Ate mos fr lunch, im so suanku. >:
Brother came and find me.
Nicotine is really low nao,
see tmr how first . <:
Going end post here ,

Baibai people.

Tags reply,

From 3Mar,
>AhKen : Cause you rarely tag mah, so nande lo. Haha. Wont puff too much alrd, you also ah. Takecare and stay happy, think more positively eh. Jiayous.

>Jo : Thanks fr believing me, they suck tothmax. >: Takecare too, not really angry alrd. Used to it.

>Elsa : Haha, thanks eh. Alrd very relax and cheered up liao <: See you tmr! Today alrd saw you liao, LOL. Takecare too hor, <:

From4Mar,
>AhKen : What bai? Why suddenly bai? Cheerup eh, dont keep so emo. Think positive and dont do silly things. Takecare eh, dont baibai la.

>Crystal. : Haihai, cheerup eh you. Takecare too, getwellsoon. <: Relaxed alrd, dont worry.

>Bheartsyou! : Alrd told you and find you liao, always cant get in contact with you de ._. Luvz!

>Elsa : Haihaihai, thanks fr tagging hor you penguin! Luvz!

Dont know anything?

2010-03-03T16:19:00.000+08:00

Then just stfu.

2nd post of th day.

You my who?
Dont trust me, dont believe me?
Then say la.
Dont need keep at there pretend.
I tell you i didnt means i didnt,
stop using those tone to question me.
-'- Fucked up, totally fucked up.
Yes, im th one in wrong, means i cant get angry?!
Whatthfuck are you talking about?
You want report to school issit? Go ahead.
Stop threatening me and all that.
If you dont trust me, just fucked off.
Because, if you dont trust me, nothing i say will help.
Knnbccb -'- I have enough, enough.
Is you who forced me, get it?
I broke th promise which im supposed to keep, yes,
and im sorry fr that.
I dont like you using those tone to question me,
I dont like you not trusting me,
I dont like you not believing what I said.
Since you dont trust, dont believe,
I dont see th point of me saying th fucking truth.

Fuckfuckfuck. I had enough of everything, enough.

You wont know,

2010-03-03T12:38:00.001+08:00

I just want to know what is wrong.

Haihaihai people.
Im bored tothmax at home, >:
Th pill i have to take,
is darndarndarn bitter. I hate it. >:
Nothing much to update,
since im at home.
Gosh, bored dai alrd. How.

Ohya,
my mother talked to me about tht matter.
And she wants to bring me to a counsellor.
Zz, no way.
Think im craving fr a puff nao.
nicotine level low. Gosh.
Looking frward to tmr, <: Lol.

Shall reply tags nao,
baibai people. <:

Tags reply,

From 28Feb,
>Crystal. : Haihai, dont need thanks, nothing to thanks about <: Alrd invited you, stay happy too. Dont worry, wont - too much, haha.

>Jo : Thanks fr passing by ah, stay happy too. Relinked alrd, <: You very lame, hahaha!

>nancy : Hahaha, will takecare de <: You also takecare too!

From 1Mar,
>Elsa : What fail my head, my head wont fail okeh. Hahaha!

>Crystal. : Haha, i will takecare de la, dont worry. Nicotine low how, >: I never touch, two days alrd. Hahaha. Stay happy hor you, dont keep say me only okeh! Jiayous, all th best, not useless.

>AhKen : So nan de to see your tag, Lol! Dont worry ah, wont puff too much alrd. Learnt my lesson liao. You also dont puff too much ah, say me. Jiayous and stay happy too.

>Elsa : Not weakling okeh! You then weakling ah! ^^

Its not me anymore,

2010-03-02T15:18:00.000+08:00

Getting real mixed up,

Hai people,
im sick, again. >:
This time is dont know what salivary gland infection,
ohmygod.
MC 2 days, how shiok. <:
Thanks brenda fr helping me get my physics results. <:

Hands have been shivering,
nicotine level low? >:
Today never touch alrd, haish.
Sadded.
Hope i get better.

Baibai people.

Back to th same point,

2010-02-26T20:52:00.000+08:00

I kept asking myself why,

Hai people.
Back posting, will be privating blog soon.
Will be inviting people, okeh.
Nothing much,
went out to suntec today,

Baibai.
I flunk most of th papers, i think.

Wrong time, wrong question.

2010-02-19T15:53:00.001+08:00

Maybe, i need more time to consider.

Hai people.
Didnt go to school today, was not feeling well.
Went to th doctor in th morning,
went home and slept fr dont know how many hours.
Heard that hist paper was easy,
but have to complete two essays in an hour. o-o''
Santokh is crazy, Lol.
Nothing much happened today,
cause i spent my day at home.
Going to keep th post short,

Baibai.

I just dont want to give you any false hope.
Ask again, at a later time.

Wont be th one you expected,

2010-02-18T18:54:00.000+08:00

Maybe you are just a listening ear.

Hai people .
School today, pe sucks.
Was darn tired today sia, dont know why.
Eyes just kept wanting to close. Gosh.
Tmr, CT1 alrd.
English and pure history paper, walao.
Havent study yet,
going to revise Stalin nao. LOL.

Baibai people.

I dont know how to tell you,
howhowhow.

You're not th one,

2010-02-17T19:02:00.000+08:00

Ohwell, what else can i say?

Hai people.
Went to school today, shag.
Nothing much happened,
felt real sleepy during eng lesson and,
th teacher let us had a break fr th last five mins. <:
Slept awhile, haha.
Went bp had lunch and tuition,
and homed after that.
Tmr got pe, military training again ah? >:
I dont want la.

Baibai people.

Hurt as deep,

2010-02-15T12:17:00.001+08:00

What is wrong?

Hai people, sorry fr not updating fr a few days.
Am sick nao,
having a stupid sorethroat and serious headache during new year >:
Went river angpao ytd, nothing much.
Th stupid weather made me had a high fever,
went home and rest after that.
Going to camp at home today? Not sure yet.
Feeling some sort of giddy nao,
shall not face th laptop fr too long.
Going to keep th post short,
cause seriously nothing much to update.
Happy new year and belated valentine's people. <:

Baibai.

Dont understand why must you say that,
did you even think before you say..?
Whatever, do whatever you want.

Guiltyness,

2010-02-11T16:39:00.000+08:00

Dont understand at all.

Hai people,
back from school, am tired. >:
I just realised that common test is coming soon,
real soon.
All my books are still placed nicely under th table.
Say yaye? Lol.
When will i start studying? -
Nothing much happened,

Baibai people.

Avoiding,

2010-02-10T17:41:00.001+08:00

Running away, from reality.

Haihaihai people.
Back from bp with Brenda.T, <:
Slacked and lunched at subway.
Nothing much happened eh,
so post wont be long x.x
Sorry ~
Common test is coming real soon,
i dont want to study >:

Baibai people.
Ohya, th picture above is very special and nice.<:

Sorry fr that, i hope you understand okeh.

Drawing clear lines,

2010-02-09T17:32:00.000+08:00

Whatcha say.

Hai people.
Back from plaza.
Went some stupid calligraphy competition today,
then bp then home .
Am very tired, dont know why.
Nothing much to post eh,
cause not much things happened.

Happy Birthday GloriaKoh! <:
Stay happy and chio hor! All th best in everything!

Baibai people .

Dying soon, >:

15th birthday,

2010-02-08T16:29:00.005+08:00

Im still looking fr th correct direction.

Hai people.
Back from school, <:
Last period IT lab, darn shiok.
Thanks fr all th wishes people!
Thru facebook, plurk, sms, in school, etc. <:

Elsa, Brenda, Shuqi, Florence, Agnes, Jingxuan,
Shi teng, Edlyn, Lixia, Amanlia, Yvonne, Crystal, AhKen, Junwei,
Lydia, Vivien, Debbie, Stacia, Guixiang, Xinlin, Seri, 3B malay girls, Issac,
Xihwee, mother, sister, brother, aunts. etc. <:

Happy birthday to Xiuyi and AhKen too!

AhKen, stay happy eh. And last long with her! <:
All th best! ;

Xiuyi, all th best too! <: Jiayous in studies, and shooting!

Baibai people.

爱不疚，

2010-02-07T13:52:00.000+08:00

One more day,

Hai people,
back posting .
Went 313 again ytd, <:
Ytd happy dai ~ Hehehe.
Thanks fr th early presents! <:
Nothing much eh,

Baibai people.

Th 300th post,

2010-02-05T18:07:00.003+08:00

Bangwall and die,

Hai people.
Nothing much today.
School > Bp > Home > Lot One > Home.
Am tired nao, >:

Baibai people.

Some photos to share,

My sister look very noob hor, <:
Hehehe.

Bai ~

F.disappointed,

2010-02-03T20:56:00.000+08:00

Just let me be, will you?

Hai people.
Went bp slack slack aft school today,
nothing much happened.
No mood nao to post,

Baibai people.

5 more days, yet not looking frward.

我却还在独自装傻。

2010-02-02T15:00:00.000+08:00

想放弃一切，可以吗？

Hai people .
Back from school, early hor.
Nothing much happened today eh,
chinese lesson as boring as forever.
Should i drop physics? >:
Think i really cmi liao,
dont even know how to do a single question. >:
Didnt go to plaza today,
getting so bored. >:

Baibai people.

6 more days <:
I love mushrooms alot, okay. <:

Hypocrites,

2010-02-01T20:08:00.000+08:00

Knn, fuck off '-'

Hai people.
Back from plaza, went there slack.
Not much work today,
say yaye. Lol.
Nothing much eh. Ohya,

Happy birthday xihwee, stay happy.

Baibai people.

I love mushrooms!

2010-01-31T11:42:00.001+08:00

Troubles set aside.

Hai people.
Sorry fr not posting fr th last two days,
was back home late, that's why.
Nothing much happened,
ytd went to shop shop <:
Ion > Wisma > 313 > Plaza Sing > Lot One > Home .
And im darn tired ytd,
but happy too.
Managed to get some clothes, shorts and sneakers. <:
Happy dai alrd.
Today, maybe going to finish up those works.
Essays, chinese situational writing etc . >:
Hope i will do,
or else tmr will chiong till die again. Lol.
That's all,

Baibai people.

Post edit ;

Back from lot one people.
Finished hist, ss essay as well as chinese. *claps*
LOL.
SHINee's fans are crazy -.-

Baibai.

请别以为你有多难忘，

2010-01-28T17:04:00.000+08:00

Back, back, back. Fuckedup.

Hai people.
Back from school, nothing much.
Class as normal,
poa test sucks like hell,
maths indices is driving me crazy.
Thinking of dropping physics,
shall give it a serious thinking.
Bio will suits me more, i think.

Baibai.
Ohya, going to reply tags at tagboard, not in post anymore.
Tag and leave, tyvm <:
And,
Happy 2nd month to C.K.
Do last long and stay happy okay. All th best!

Old habit of mine,
not changing.
Starting to crave fr more,
cant seem to resist.
Temptation sucks, ttm.

是我无心，

2010-01-26T16:03:00.000+08:00

第120天，何去何从 ?

Hai people.
School was fine, <:
Nothing much eh, went bp after school.

Tagboard is back,
a new one. Sick & tired of th old one.
Continue tagging people,
changed th font <: Lol.

Baibai.
Shall reply tags, when there are tags.

脱离不了的阴影，
怎么了？

我没有说谎，

2010-01-25T16:48:00.002+08:00

是我的心在撒谎。

Hai people.
Back from school, tired >:
Didnt feel sleepy in school today,
what a great achievement sia. <:
Managed to clear off hist essay and chinese compo,
how happy.
Nao left ss, and still got some i frgot.
Dont care, dont want to care, dont wish to care.
Nothing much happened today,
so post wont be long, Lol.

Baibai people.
Reply tags at next post, sorry.
Tagboard removed, will put it back sometimes

What kind of brother are you?
I dont know,
maybe you did try your best to help,
but i dont know why must your attitude be like that.
自私，我没话说。

Turning back,

2010-01-24T11:40:00.000+08:00

Saying sorry doesnt help, at all.

Hai people.
Going out soon, bugis maybe.
Shop fr cny clothings, shoes etc.
Dont feel like going out, wanted to rot at home.
Nothing much happened or what,

Baibai.

Tags reply,

AhKen : Heylo, thanks fr passing by. You cheerup ah, dont let her xintong or worry okay. Dont think too much eh. Get well soon, stay happy. <:

nancy : Haha, i understand. Tyvm <: You also okay, cheerup and stay happy eh. Takecares alot.

Elsa : Haha, will try ba. Why sorry? o-o Nevermind de ah, takecares and stay happy.

Crystal.Kyt : Heylo, hahaha. Where got emo! You then emo la, you also dont think too much and stay happy okay. Everything will be fine de la. <: Jiayous. Takecares, and see you soon.

Sorry doesnt help,
th impact is still there,
nothing changes.

原来是心酸。

2010-01-23T14:58:00.002+08:00

你把所有的错都推给我。为什么？难道真的是我错了吗..?

Hai people.
Camping at home today, not planning to go anywhere.
Dont have th fucking mood to do so.
Havent started on any work, good luck to myself.
Nothing much to update and post,
Yoga Lin's new songs are great,
although im not a great fan of his.

Baibai.
Reply tags when i got th mood to do so okay,
Sorry people.

You keep insisting its my wrong,
You keep saying tht im th wrong party this time,
what's wrong with you?
I never asked you to sms me, you can dont sms.
I wont die without your sms okay?
I never reply doesnt mean anything right?
If you keep thinking tht way,
then i dont see th point of me explaining to you,
so i chose not to explain.
You're just a stranger, someone whom i dont know at all.
What do you expect from me? Zz.
All i can say nao is,
your attitude has changed, changed to a worst one.

好痛苦，

2010-01-22T16:14:00.007+08:00

我知道是个谎言，但我却选择了相信。不然你还要我怎样..?

Hai people.
Friday, like finally.
Have quite abit of homework to complete, >:
I hate them, will i be able to finish? >:
Nothing much happened, was quite slacked today.

Thinking thru alot, alot,
very very very restless..
I wonder what people are thinking naoadays..
Not able to understand people around me more and more,
I dont understand myself more and more.
I seriously wonder why, and why and just why..
Just wtf is wrong with me? >:
No one will understand perhaps,
cause i dont understand myself nao too..
Sometimes, i just feel like going to somewhere where no one knows me at all.
I just wanna go to somewhere where they are no worries or troubles at all.
I just feel like locking myself in th room, being alone.
I just need time to understand myself better.
Yes, pretending to be happy or whatever is difficult. I dont like to pretend.
Running away from reality is not a good choice, but what other choice do i have?
I dont have any other choices.
No mood fr studies, not studying when im supposed to,
disappointing people around me, making people upset,
making people worry, what else am i good at..? Nothing.
I just dont get it, in a confused state of mind.
People are changing, changing rapidly. I cant catch up with them, i need a rest.
I dont like th feeling of being breathless, i need a break, a long one.
Avoiding isnt going to be much help either..
So whatever,
Im just going to put everything down nao. Not going to care anymore, anymore..
I hate to see people changing. >:
Yes, maybe im also changing myself. I dont know what I had changed to,
I just know that th me nao, isnt th old me anymore.
Just leave me to rot.
And you, you.. If you choose not to believe in me and giving me that attitude,
I have nothing to say about you anymore.
You have your own choice, your own freedom, Im no one to control you.
Do whatever you want, I wont care and I dont wanna care anymore.
I need a brand new mind, anyone? >:
你说是你的错，但我觉得是我变了。对不起。
我再也不是以前的我，我不懂该怎么找回以前的那个我。

Not going to reply tags,
Baibai.

No chance,

2010-01-20T16:03:00.000+08:00

Reminded of th past.

Hai people.
Back from school, feeling so tired.
Dont know later doing th chinese compo anot x.x
Darn no mood fr homework nao. >:
Nothing much today,
school was normal. Lol.

Baibai.

Tags reply,

nancy : Yea lo, cant get use alrd. I want sleep! LOL. Takecares & cheerup eh! <: Stay happy!

B. : You hott-est la! <: I never pangseh you lo, is you pangseh me go tht corner! >: Hahaha, will takecare! You takecare too okay! Stayyyy happy! <:

AhKen : Heylo, thanks fr passing by again <: Takecares too! Stay happy too!

Elsa : Will will! You takecares too <:

Crystal.Kyt : Heylo! <: Thanks thanks! You takecares and stay happy too ah, <: !

Am i asking too much from you?
Just say Yes,

Lies,

2010-01-18T16:44:00.000+08:00

Whether they are beautiful anot.

Hai people.
School>Home.
That's my day fr today.
Feeling very uncomfortable nao, >:
Slpt fr awhile when i got home just nao.
I need more sleep.
So,

Baibai.
Will reply tags when i post tmr,

Quarantine,

2010-01-17T20:30:00.000+08:00

难道错全都归我？你没错吗？>:

Hai people.
Back from jurong library.
Am so guai, Lol.
Looking frward to tmr.
Currently feeling so uncomfortable, >:
Dont feel like going to school tmr sia.
Watching tv nao, got th calsberg show.
Im so lifeless, very lifeless. >:

Baibai people.

Tags reply,

AhKen : Ohh, dont need thanks <: Takecares too! Stay happy ah, haha. Thanks fr tagging!

Elsa : Hahaha, will cheerup! Tyvm <: You stay happy too! Jiayous in your work ah~

nancy : Cause i share with you my happiness mah! LOL. Joking la <: Will cheerup de, you stay happy also okay! Takecares!

Crystal.Kyt : Haihaihai, stay happy too ah you! <: Will invite you soon, when i private this blog. Hahaha, takecares! Dont need thanks <: See you tmr~

I just need it so much,
I just need to learn some self control.
I just need to stop thinking too much.
I just need to do so many things. >:

Restless,

2010-01-16T13:40:00.002+08:00

没力气继续下去。

Hai people.
Will be privating blog, sorry eh.
Leave email fr me to invite okay?

Baibai.

Edited,}-

Back from plaza. No mood to go out tmr.
Just feel like rotting at home, suddenly.
Im sad, very.

So, Baibai.
I will see if i will private my blog.

This is th only way to completely avoid you,
sorry.

Heartless,

2010-01-14T19:02:00.000+08:00

我不想守着一颗无心的心。

Hai people.
Today school ended late,
so very th sian x.x
Slacked awhile in school before tht,
then went bp slack with Elsa.P
Talktalktalk then she do her homework.
LOL. I was like slacking -.-
Nothing to do anyway.
Tmr cca day, i will be very free.
Hahaha <:
I havent bath! Going bath nao,

Baibai people.
Shall reply tags other days, Lol.
Am very very lazy to do it nao.
Sorry~

Falling asleep,

2010-01-13T18:50:00.000+08:00

I am currently, sleep-typing.

Hai people.
Today school very normal, Lol.
Brenda.T is nao sitting beside me in class, again. <:
Am at th library nao,
waiting fr Shuqi ~ !
Nothing much. Tired die me x.x
Dont know why so tired.
Im waiting fr my grey lens >:

Baibai.
Tags i reply when i get back home.

Wrong decision,

2010-01-12T16:27:00.002+08:00

The love code, is a mystery.

Hai people.
Just back from bp,
ate subway fr lunch.
Not a good day in school,
Brenda.T changed seat cos of the TTC ):<
Fuck sia.
I dont know what to say .
Very no mood nao,

Baibai.

Tags reply,

B. : Thurs then prepare get scolded, O: Seriously, fuck tht person. Zzz. Poa class i sure fall aslp liao, >: Curse tht Tan, hai dao you need change seat. Sian ji pua liao la. Then nao i sleep no one wake me up liao. O: You racist!

AhKen : Heylo thanks fr passing by and tagging. You takecares too ah. Haha, thanks. <: Stay happy oh.

Elsa : I wont enjoy de lo >: Still need do so much research, wtffff. ):< Is not me, is Brenda.T!

I fucking hate bao dou kia. -'-
What kind of classmate is that man.
I hate 3B. Zzz.

Rejected,

2010-01-11T18:58:00.000+08:00

锁上了心房。

Hai people!
Today school was fine,
at least didnt sleep so alot okay! <:
Only slpt during eng class,
cos i finish my corrections le!
Got cher permission sleep de hor! Hahaha.
MT lesson was so darn fun, LOL.
Very slack lo, :P
Had a great great time chatting with Brenda.T about random stuffs,
actually not random la. LOL.
Then aft tht went bp slackslackslack till 6 plus.
And i just reached home . <:
Got hist essay again.
Oh wtf sia >: Stupid. I hate pure hist! ):<
Had a great time slacking with Brenda.T and Elsa.P <:

Baibai people!

Tags reply,

nancy : Hahaha, i know how to wear liao! <: Yea, i will take out befr sleep de! Dont worry, <:

Junwei! : Heylo, thanks fr th tag. Takecares too.

Crystal.Kyt : Haihaihai! <: Saw you today ah~ Actually your bangs not really short leh! Like never cut like that! Hahaha. See you tmr too! Takecares and stay happy oh! Luvs~

B. : I want my grey colour lens ASAP <: Hehehe, so looking frward to wednesday! Hope will got stock! Luvs! Stay happy ah you! <:

Unexplainable.
I dont know what to say.

Lead a happy life,

2010-01-10T10:45:00.002+08:00

我像个残废。

Hai people.
Posting nao, cause going out ltr .
Going library do th stupid hist research -.-
Stupid sia, god. O:
Feel so lazy man.
I alrd bath, Hehehe.
Waiting fr time to pass nao, audi awhile first. <:
Im wearing th lens nao,! Happy sia me.
Happy die alrd. Hahaha.
Nothing much to update,
will udpate ltr on if im allowed to use th laptop again!
Shall reply tag nao first, altho there is only one tag. <:

Baibai people.

Tags reply,

nancy : Yea, i wearing it alrd! <: Th person got teach me! Hahaha!

It wont make any difference anyway,
not to me.

Post edit; 4.10pm.

Am at th library nao, boring O:
Finished th essay, writing craps.
Think my essay will be rejected fr sure x.x
Im very hungry nao, need food.
LOL.
Will not be updating ltr le, i guess.
So, i think tht's all fr today.

Baibai people.
Ohya, i wont be finishing my newspaper article too.
Wish me goodluck fr tmr, -.-

Ominous sign,

2010-01-09T14:35:00.000+08:00

地球越来越热，但是身边的人却越来越冷。

Hai people.
Woke at 11 today?
Still tired sia me, mygod x.x
Need more rest, slept quite early ytd <:
Hahaha.
Going fajar ltr on! And im so happy man.
Getting my lenses soon~ <:
So looking frward!
Nothing much today,
if i can i will update ltr on.

Baibai people!
I shall reply tags nao. <:
And im so in love with my blogsong! :D

Tags reply,

diOnne : Hahaha, dont need thanks ah! You then stay happy and chio <: Jiayous in your studies kay, have enough rest! <: Dont always sad kays. Im going to get my lenses soon! You got wear th sterling grey de ah? Hahaha. Nice <: ! Takecares ah!

Junwei! : Thanks, takecares too.

Elsa : You more blur than me lo. O:

X!hweee : Haihaihai! <: Nevermind ah. Takecares and jiayous too kay. Stay happy! <: Thanks fr th tag too!

If i can ignore tht,
trust me,
i will.

残了，费了。

2010-01-08T16:49:00.000+08:00

Getting tangled up,

Hai people.
Just back from lot one.
Bought my bag <:
Cost me a bomb, O:
Realised it was th same as my brother's,
when i went home .
His is black colour de, and th person told me black was out of stock!
Lol.
Today nothing much, mind seemed occupied th whole day,
i dont know occupied by what. O:

Ohyeah,
Happy one year three months to Elsa.P not important person <: !
Actually is belated, frgot ytd.
I think i wont be able to get my cake liao, >:

Baibai peoples.

Tags reply,

AhKen ; Thanks fr passing by eh, haha. You takecares too, get well soon anyway <: Stay happy and jiayous!

Occupied by you,
i dont know why.
I thought its over all along.

Chemistry,

2010-01-07T18:10:00.000+08:00

Whatever it is, i dont wanna care nao.

Hai people.

Back from bp.

Today school was normal.

Felt like slping th whole day.

Darn tht pe teacher, -.-''

Keep guailan me and brenda,

Zzz her. O:

Nothing much,

no mood nao.

Dying soon man, i dont like sec 3 life.

I want be back to 2d >:

Baibai people.

Tags reply,

Crystal.Kyt : Hahaha, you too ah. Stay happy and takecares. Tyvm <: You jiayous too, dont play play. LOL. Goodlucks oh <:

Junwei! : Ohoh, heylo. Thanks fr tagging, takecares too.

I just need it as much,

纸终究都包不住火。

2010-01-06T20:12:00.000+08:00

What a year.

Hai, second post of th day.
Haish,
nomoodnomoodnomoodnomood..
Tio found out alrd,
wtffff. >:
Wasted my money, sadded.
Very very sad nao,
dont know why. )':
So fucking suey man,
this year is going to suck fr me,
im quite sure.

Shitshitshitshitshit! >:

Numbness,

2010-01-06T16:41:00.003+08:00

越美丽越让我忐忑。

Hai people.
Back from bp,
lunch-ed with ;
Brenda&Elsa.
Today school was boring,
Zz.
I hate POA ttm nao. >:
Not going to pass it,
ohwell.
Right nao,
im trying to control myself.
Trying very hard,
Hahs.
No mood,
very tired.

Baibai peoples.

Tags reply,

Lydia : Saw you ytd too <: Stay happy ah, and dont use finish all 6. O: LOL. Takecares and thanks fr tagging <:

Crystal.Kyt : Heylo <: Dont need thanks, hahs. See you too, cheerup eh. Yea, will give, when i finish kay. Will tell you when i have, dont worry. Hahs. You takecares too, stay happy oh. <:

I dont know what you thinking,
what are you thinking?
Whatever, im very tired.

真叫人心碎。

2010-01-05T16:44:00.000+08:00

Why should i?

Hai people.
School was normal today,
rotting.
Pure hist sucks ttm O:
Maths too,
think im going to fail again.
Oh what fuck .__.
Just back frm bp,
went lunch-ed with,
BrendaElsaEileen.

Baibai people.
My tagboard is dead,
dont save it.
Lol.

I wont blame you,

2010-01-04T19:41:00.000+08:00

Fr anything that happens.

Hai people.
Removed morning post,
Lol. O:
Back frm bp,
had a great time slacking with ;
ABE. <:
Morning,
almost late ._.
Heng never late ah.
O:
First day of school,
need buy so many things -.-
Mafan ah~
And school end so late,
345 leh.
Mygod. x.x
Going to be a tough year ahead,
i guessed.
Anyway,
Elsa.P ; drink more water and get well soon.
Brenda.T ; hope everything's fine eh. Takecares.
Agnes.L ; Stay happy ah.

Baibai people.

I wont fall into th trap again,
not ever again.

Given up,

2010-01-03T18:54:00.000+08:00

On myself, as well as you.

Hai people.
Today last day of work,
feel kind of bu she de ._.
Last day of holiday,
tmr school le.
No mood fr school at all.
Ohwell.
O:
Nothing to do nao.
I pack my bag liao,
Lol.

Baibai people.

Tags reply,

Lydia : Ohoh, kay <: Dont need thanks. Haha. Takecares and stay happy oh. <:

No more chance,
No more hope.
Given up.

If you think it is,

2010-01-02T18:27:00.000+08:00

Then let it be.

Hai people.
Just got back,
from work?
Lol.
Today's work totally suck >:
Having a headache.
Haish.
Tmr last day of work,
as well as last day of sch holiday. Wtf. O:
I want more holidays. >:
Haish.
Nothing much,

Baibai peoples.
Lazy to reply tag, and no mood.
Sorry.
Will reply them at th nxt post.

Decided to reply tags and not to be lazy,
Lol.

Tags reply,

Elsa : HappyNewYear too <: Takecares and stay happy ah you!

Crystal.Kyt : Haihai, dont need thank. <: Try your best eh, hahaha. Stay happy!

Junwei! : Ohh, sorry. Stay happy ba.

Elsa : Alrd very relaxed, hahaha. <:

Lydia : You are linked le <: ! Takecares and stay happy oh!

Crystal.Kyt : Heylo (: Dont need thanks ah, nothing to thanks about. LOL. I'll be happy de, <: Alrd very relax le eh, you also be happy ah <: Thanks thanks, i will de, dont worry! Takecares ah.

Cb fucking unlucky one.

2010-01-02T00:06:00.000+08:00

WHY AM TH ONE?!

Eh, nabei knnbpcb.
You enough anot? -'-
Ccb la, fuck you.
All go die la, Zz.
F.U.C.K.O.F.F.