Friday, March 5, 2010

Fml,

Im tired from all these.


Hai people.
Back to post, im darn shag.
Sad, plus angry.
): + ):< = ? [i know im lame.]
Feeling so, i dont know how to say.
Back from turf city,
went to have dinner with father.
He treat me birdnest <:
Tvym, <3 !
Nothing much,
my brother got a new laptop and im envious, o-o

Baibai, shall reply tags next post.
Sorry eh.

Feeling so fucking helpless, i just need someone to talk to. And yet, i cant seem to find anyone to talk to, when im feeling so fucking fucking fucking helpless >: Haiz, why not just die. Carrying a bigbig smile on th outside, and yet, who knows im bleeding and crying fr help in th inside..? No one. Wondering, what is life? I see no point, at this point in time, in carrying on.. Im really very tired, tired from all th scoldings, etc. I wonder, when can i have a peaceful life, when? Family dont even trust me, then what's th point? I dont see th point at all. I will carry on being a mute infront of you, cause its you who wanted me to shut up and keep quiet. My heart is rotting into pieces, tearing into pieces. I wonder, how much longer can i survive, when will i surrender and drop dead. Till that day, its all a pretence. Think.